dreamed tourist It was a Blather convention held at someones house, we (my wife and I) were outside in the twilight, Bobby was on the porch talking to a couple of young ladies, I approached and introduced myself, he acknoledged me but was really very aloof (silent?)and so I turned around and talked to a slender young man that I knew was Birdmad and after a while he walked out by a brushpile to smoke a cigarette, as he walked back toward the house the brushpile was starting to burn. He shrugged his shoulders and smiled sheepishly saying "it happens all the time, Man." I awoke. 020530 ... Kate That Boy A and Boy B were over at my house for dinner one night. My grandfather who never comes over my house was also there. I was sitting at the dining room table, facing the quilt on the living room wall, and Boy A and Boy B were also facing the wall, sitting in chairs in front of me. I was an observer and did not partake in the conversation, which suddenly turned to Ralph Nader. I don't know how, my grandpa doesn't remember anything. Boy B started to talk about how much he liked Nader, because he is someone who they'd both probably like because he's probably emo. Or as emo as political people get. But then Boy A just turned to him and said, "Shut up, handsome boy," and he did, and it was something that he would completely say. Then I went to the bathroom and noticed in horrow that my bottom teeth had shifted horribly, just like my parents threatened that they would if I didn't wear my retainer at night. Then I was at my bedroom window, looking for my retainer which only covers my top teeth and I saw you out the window, walking in the dark of my backyard. I didn't want you to see me but you saw me anyways. It was all very vivid. 020530 ... homo_boy have you ever dreamed that you could just drift away and go to a better place where no one could be dissapointed in you and they would all just leave you the fuck alone....not judge you...your music, your friends, your clothes, your love life ANYTHING!!! a dream world where anything you want and anything you do is not put up to someone elses standards...only your own! people don't understand dreams, they dismiss them as spasms of the subconcious mind... when its quite simple all a dream is, is an escape for you...somewhere besides where you are... where you can be happy 031123 ... Alpha_Shell when i dreamed, you dreamt of me, where you there when i awoke? 040207 ... just a girl that i woke up at home instead of this hell. 050515 ... Danny I dreamed that I was at her house, and I was holding her, and carrying her around, and we were happy and laughing. Her husband was there, but he seemed not to care at all that his wife and i were in love and, her children was there, and I turned to her daughter and asked her if i had really just carried her laughing mother down the hall, and she said, "You just did it, didn't you? What are you, high?" So I was convinced that it wasn't a dream, and I was happy, for the first time in my life I thought I'd really found what I was looking for. ...and then I woke up...and then I cried. 060426 ... LS I dreamed about you last night....I'd say you were in about a tenth of the dream...but your part was nice....first, is was nice to see you...We both seemed to still know and want us apart, but we also held eachother for awhile while we talked to others....it was so nice.... Miss you, hate you, hope your okay... 060426 ... KISA im always dreaming of them all my friends my head like unwanted guests and i dont know the way out 060427 ... Emptyness Alive a dream that dreamers dream and dreamed of the sadness that goes on forever 061121 what's it to you? who go blather from