understand djdown how it is that you have come to be where you find yourself right this moment. 980826 ... eric ...standing in the yellow glow... 980903 ... sarah i wish they could. 981021 ... s i don't understand it. i guess that's why i'm here. 981114 ... ang sometime wish i could... 981116 ... adam that i do not want to have sex with you, understand that i am not one male of 3 billion but i am one person of a human race, understand that i want to understand you. 990303 ... [marissa] i won't ever completely: the rage that burrows deep. 990304 ... ceorl why bother? our infinite perceptions of "reality" require so much less effort. 990418 ... Rainer You don't understand who I am or what I think or what I believe, you don't even _care_ about me! 990419 ... daxle understand that I can't explain anything 990430 ... ceorl i think i know, but i'm often mistaken 990807 ... jake enk. commanded . imperative establishment of an altered external pro-perceptoire , complete and utter mis-perceptoire of an element of the other-subjective . 990808 ... jennifer I hated you once briefly but I never meant it not the way you thought and now when I am near you I feel the cold distance between us that thin wall of indifference that keeps us so far apart we seem the same but I know it will never be the same again so I live I survive meekly on my own but I hope one day we either sever each other or grow back together as we were because just as we are is killing me 991207 ... bob To reach a point, in your investigation of some subject, at which you cease to examine what is really present, and operate on the basis of your own internal model instead. 991221 ... loner me when I say abeagleburbblebablebabblebay. 000114 ... wesleann "Sorry - I don't understand." "I know. I don't mean for you to. I just needed to say it out loud." Well, I understood that. 000124 ... power through passion Understand It's a child's word the closest we ever get to really understanding is that we know we cannot understand certainly not in the glorious entirety that it might offer us we can thus only accept embrace learn to love our limitations they cradle us and protect us they allow us to truly love let us not throw that away 000311 ... amy i'm terribly sorry you can't understand a word i am saying, you see i have a speech impediment... 000317 ... ::: i can. so u go a little crazy sometimes and u feel the need to hurt everyone around u just to b alone for a while, so u can die that way. it wasnt about sex, only pain. but because i understood there is nearly nothing left. 000326 ... Tink sure, you keep pretending you can. meanwhile some of us know what really matters 000405 ... Therese i never understand 000711 ... Jon you have to. That is Understand me. Understand why, and I'm sorry. I love you. 001005 ... sabbie and it seemed to me he understood and i fell into his words they surrounded me the comforting swirling dizzying blackness and i cried and the music took me to somewhere i already was achingly, so painfully familier and i cried and it seemed to me he understood and i fell into his arms they surrounded me the comforting swirling dizzying blackness and i cried and weeping, i clawed my way back out 001023 ... Quiggz Methinks most of the time, "understanding" is what we do when we're afraid to admit, even to ourselves, that we don't know, or we aren't capable of knowing 010101 ... Agent008 that i cant forget you 010118 ... Sol never know or you will never understand never be ignorant 010304 ... abms the stupidest thing anyone can ever say is say "i understand and know exactly how you feel." 010330 ... abms i wish my friends could understand what i went through what im going through i dont want to make a drastic change i just want someone to talk to when i need talk... someone to give me a hug 010331 ... Chrity go to: i_have_words 010408 ... melvinwang something we'll never do, no matter how hard we try, at least we try? 010504 ... Tybay she doesnt shes perfect in her mind i cant make her understand what i feel but maybe i can make myself understand 010506 ... ladybird but she's trying really hard....and sometimes that might be almost enough...? 010514 ... Stephin Merritt Volume 2, No. 9 I will stay if you let me stay and I'll go if you let go but I won't go far away because you're my only home I will hide what you want hidden and I'll roam if you say roam but I'd just as soon you didn't because you're my only home When you cancel dinner plans When you cross the street and you don't take my hand When you make impossible demands I wish I didn't understand, but... 010515 ... daydream believer please understand me. (idealist/healer) 010516 ... redneckk i shit myself for fun at star trek conventions 010520 ... Allison Blather makes sense now. I get it. I udnerstand. I am sucked into a new realm of words, phrases, and feelings. It's like a whirlpool. I'm going down, down, down... I'm drowning in Blather. 010614 ... stars I wish I understood a lot of things. I pretend I do.. but I don't. I nod and smile and pretend I get it. I don't.. trust me, if I look slightly confused.. I'm VERY confused. I don't want to understand anymore.. I just what to pretend it never happened and go on with being naive. 010929 ... (understand me) "here is a plea from my heart to you nobody knows me as well as you do you know how hard it is for me to shake the disease that takes hold of my tongue in situations like these" 010930 ... god confusion_is_next confusion 011015 ... pontifier I don't understand how I've gotten to this very spot. I never saw it coming way back when I'd walk that sandy path to 7-11 for a slurpee. 011211 ... little idiot knowledge. lies. deciet. devious hearts want to confuse, and i dont understand. 011218 ... Lil J We can never understand, only awaken to ignorance. 011230 ... calypso calling we long to understand what we do not... leading to a quest that spans a lifetime. and how can they say that we're not meant to understand? blind faith is ignorance, and the blindly faithful are ignorant. and, in the same sense, i'm also ignorant in not believing, nor understanding, at all. 020104 ... ClairE What does this word mean? Under stand. I can't make head_or_tails of it. To stand behind something? Like underscore? To back up an idea, a thought, a friend? 020104 ... phil understand that you yourself are 1 of those people: who like the commercials I don't like & can't remember the details I need to know, but which I can't remember. And you can't be stood by someone who is watching you be a complete *#%^*!e, something which they will do later. Understand that because they are *#%^@!es themeselves, they never truly hated you for doing it. And that this is why nothing could be done about it. Understand I am a sick individual, who believes they will never get better, therefore am sick of never getting better, until I get better, then faithfully believe I will never get sick again, and feels good about it, until I get sick again... Understand how the human mind can be related to studies conducted about evolution and the situations humans have had to develop abilities to overcome. Underestand everything that you are in control of. Such as a microwave, or a car. Because the conspiracy theory would prove you do be an ass bent on destroying the world if your lack of understanding of these human devices caused you to use them incorectly, or combine items that could prove to be lethal. Jsut don't be a blind and stupid guinea pig for marketing analysts who try to decide just how dumb everyone is. Understand what you try to teach. Understand that nobody understand why things work the way that they do, and use your senses to see bovious truths around you everyday. That watch you're wearing might be so small and intricate, that it's very excistence is pinching time and space, causing you to have bad circulation. Believe the crazy people, and don't talk to the kids. 020116 ... Sarah understand the dream is over. 020117 ... rockstar that there's no turning back that i'm not angry that your going to break my heart that you can't end up the good guy this time that you need to get it over with that you need to leave me 020126 ... no reason to really understand, a word that ironically a lot don't understand. you do, though, you're so open and so smart and you really notice people and things, get to know them, their opinions, what they stand for, and yet you don't judge them. you can see through their eyes, and they know that, they need that, to know that their open hearts won't be rejected. you understand, you really do, and i commend and admire and love you for it because it's so hard. and i'd be lucky to know at least a few others like you, or maybe i wouldn't know how to deal with it and it would fill me up and i'd just explode. 020225 ... Tiffa I tend not to. But then I ask. 020510 ... jane i understand most people. so why can't i understand myself? 020520 ... TK you bissy your self w/ understanding others so that you don't have the time to understand yourself maybe? 020521 ... lizard she doesn't understand me. she doesn't comprehend. she doesn't get it. she's all lost on me, and won't ever wake. she can't really find me, and i won't let her know me. it frustrates her. she is angered in her frustration. it's okay, i understand 020603 ... phil being heartless is fine 020603 ... jane why won't he understand me?! i'm about to give up on him 020619 ... blaber mouth you dont understand me you dont love me you dont care about me you dont need me you dont want me. do i need you know. i dont. you dont feel me,you dont see me, you dont resept me,how i feel,how i walk how i talk how i see how i be,stop now while your still ahead 020709 ... blaber mouth you dont understand me you dont love me you dont care about me you dont need me you dont want me. do i need you know. i dont. you dont feel me,you dont see me, you dont resept me,how i feel,how i walk how i talk how i see how i be,stop now while your still ahead......... 020709 ... phil maybe, how you feel, sucks 020709 ... oak barrel what I wish my ex would do 020901 ... poeticmisfit some things are better left misunderstood. untouched, and left fr you to spend your entire life trying to understand...it keeps you busy. what do you try to understand, but just can't? 020923 ... blown cherry I don't remember feeling it, but I feel like I understand it as though I have. It will pass. Whether I say that for your benfit or my own I don't know, but I have to believe, and I think I do, that it will pass. 021109 ... jonh to understand it to know you have no fucking idea, as does everyone else. understanding is not knowing and being open-minded 030122 ... frank I will lay with you 030316 ... jess i understand that your an asshole! 030321 ... jane what the real situation is without my having to tell you 030604 ... ShilohLives understand that I can't explain my heart...my soul cries out for one and it is comforted by my God...my God who assures me that one on earth will be here but I must love the only one for me at the moment..My maket is the one..He can Understand...occassionally he lets me in on the understanding...I don't need to understand because he understands.. My Savior understands me so i don't need to explain to him ..I Love incapability and hate my incapability to understand...understand this...I never need to understand... 030607 ... maggie i will understand you, because you will let me in. i wish i could let you in, but i just cant. 031030 ... skye even if you knew me for a thousand years or more, you'd still never truly understand me. 031107 ... Kyle most important thing we must all do to survive in life 031109 ... maatsby in order to understand you have to want to. we need all to understand everything we do and everything we don't but should. i wish i understood. 040413 ... goatse haha lame 040413 ... im just me and im beautiful i'd rather not understand. misconception is just more comforting. 040501 ... BitterSweetDream I've never understood you. I've tryed. Oh believe me I've tryed. I've looked from your point of view. Held your hand and caught every single one of your tears, kissed you gently and tried to fight your fears away. But I never understood enough to make that happen 040509 ... Syrope my_smile is an open_wound without_you i don't smile the same way i used to it hurts, so i changed. it's hard to feel beautiful when you feel like a fake. 040509 ... _alone & lost_ You don't understand..... you think i've made this all up by myself. That i'm just pretending. Well I'm not. I'm not, okay? I'm not sad just for the sake of being sad. I actually have reasons, believe it or not! my life is not perfect! not nearly as perfect as you think it is. You think that it can;t get any worse than your life, which is probably true, but that does not mean that i'm making this up! I have feelings! I have emotion! i'm just very very good at hiding them..... today.... i couldn't hide them. they were too strong..... and what hurts me is that i can't tell you. I just can't. and everyone thinks its all pretend. they think i'm wrong. but what the hell do they know?!!! They don't know anything! Nothing of my real life. What they don;t undertsand is that ive been hiding this whole time....... and they know the pretend person that i used to be. before i finally broke down and couldnt take it anymore. now im about to fall away completely, and no one will ever know the truth..... that i'll pass without them ever knowing the truth. You, all of you. You just don't understand! 040522 ... Eblues I don't understand me. How is it that everyone else seems to know who you are, but you yourself have no idea? Why do you leave to be by yourself... why do you push yourself away? Why do you intentionally hurt yourself... why do you like the feeling of being depressed? How is it that I suffer so much from things that you say and don't say, and not tell anyone? I lose sleep and I wonder who I am, I wonder which me to trust because there are so many. If you dig deep enough, the motives are always wrong. dont think... turn off your brain... dont think of the past... I want to leave this world I am tired of others and the pain I have inside. I want you to hate me or love me not ambiguity. I want to never talk again, only talk through music, the purest language of them all. Is this me? Can you tell? 040525 ... Splinty You understood me. How was that? But you never loved me... I suppose the two don't go hand in hand... 040722 ... Deomis "You don't understand!" she screamed at him, as a tear slipped down her cheek. He lifted his head and stared her in the eyes. He looked at her as she stood there, her eyes red, her hair messy, and her lips trembling. "Do I really need to understand?" he said quietly. "Isn't it enough that I am always here for you?" His eyes searched hers for the answer. But found only a look of shame. . 040722 ... damn he understands me almost perfectly understands what words are needed to make me be okay again understands why I do this he's got the insecurity bit right but he still doesn't know that I "love" him and that's why I cry 040722 ... love & hate understand, that i wont give up, i will not stop trying, i will not walk away from our love, i will not forget about you. Understand that i am not leaving you Katie, i promised eternity, understand that that is what i mean. Understand that i love you and it cant be stopped. Understand that this is real, and i believe it and feel it. Understand that i'm not giving up for that i promised. 040723 ... Snik SrL.i lOve yOu with all of my heart, and I will always love you no matter what!!!You mean so f'n much to me, and that will never change....eeeewah!Please try to understand that I would never really truly try to hurt you in anyway.ever 050115 ... jlymry327 i finally understand nate i can say it here because youre not here im so sorry 050619 ... TragedyTrousers believe me, i do 050628 ... TragedyTrousers understand, that is and most of all, i wanted you to understand something - that it's fine, it truly is nobody is bulletproof we like you more when you're just you so please relax, honey, and give us a glimpse of that million carat smile trust me when i say that we're here with you: all you ever had to do was let us know you were suffering 050628 ... kariann fjuysgrvjuysgvjyugjuhgjhugsjh 051011 ... jlymry327@yahoo.com i met tragedy late one night, 1997....came home from school and my mother wasnt there. i looked all over for her, i called everyone. i found her. she was at a friends house. she tried to kill herself. it didnt work. damnit. i didnt meet the tragedy you met. yours was worse, but still, a mother willing to kill herself sucks. 2 weeks later she took me to perkins. fucking perkins. she told me, with the theme song from stupid celin dion and titanic playing from the stero above, i thought you would be better off without me. bitch. but your tragedy is worse. tragedy, hmmmm....who are you 051204 ... z to decide. to freeze the process of observation. to describe. 051205 ... sarah some people just dont understand...its hard sometimes it feels like no one does understand. i wish someone did, it would be great 051208 ... jakoala words are just words. 061005 ... Level head Shit....This entire stream is so melodramatic i'm prepared to beat all of you in to a crushed redened heap with a frozen ham (it's christmas).A definition of understanding in far less dramtically indulgent lingo would be: contmeplating the workings of a given function or principle..... so shuddup you cantz!!!(it's christmas) 061211 ... Cheer injection I had a great time being really critical of this pages sickening angsty vibe five minutes ago so i'll DO IT SUM MORE. Here is me writing in a way that clearly inderlines why you should all switch off your computers and try to pull yourself out of the self centered emotionly indulgent shit holes you've comfortably settled into.... IT WAS SO COLD THERE SO COLD AS I REMEMBERED THE SKIES IT SPAT AT ME STARS AND RAINDROPS STARS AND RAINDROPS THE RAINDROPS TURN TO ICEY STONE AND I FALL FOR HIM EVERY INCH, A SPITEFUL LULLABY I'LL SLEEP SO WELL TONIGHT BUT THE NIGHT WILL NEVER SLEEP ....NEVER SLEEP. This is a succesion of bullshit metaphores to help you UNDERSTAND that your blathering could do with a little prozac. (gulp-swallow) See...it's really not that bad! (itz fackin chrstmasss you packatwats!!!) 061211 ... andrew ya ne ponemayu 071007 ... jane oh, now i get it. 071107 ... Anja Mielonen i wish i could understand you. it would split my head in two. i know i know 080127 ... raevyn it's our hope, that one day we will understand. to live by the wishes people have set upon us. to fulfill their rules, and limits. understanding brings us closer to our demise. ignorance is bliss, they say. i think i'd like to stay there. 090204 ... In_Bloom Sometimes there is no explanation and you go with your gut 090205 ... nit To: Lisa do you need to grow a dick? 100824 ... sig why do we need to know you surname if everything isn't about you? 100824 ... haha did your father not get married when he fucked your mother? 100824 what's it to you? who go blather from