sever deb it is unfair of me, i know, to long for one and love another but how do i do this while avoiding the imminent hurt i will strike in someone's heart? there is a way -but it hurts too much- i must bare my heart, show my soul to the onlookers, and razorblade my way to pain but eventual happiness -? -i must sever the cord beating still between his heart and mine- but i feel i smother his memory with the very thought the last thing i want to do is hurt him (either one, but the one i set free, mostly) what will become of me, i wonder, without his lifeline pumping spirit within me? i stand, trembling, razor poised; reluctant 000803 ... kaskarkaminski don't do anything you can't regret later. Make your choice and be done with it...who knows? you may find someone can get over you rather easily, and all your fears were for nothing. don't make romeo's mistake. 000803 ... birdmad this razorblade dream that runs circles in my head, scoring the wall of sleep perforating my will cut me away from the conscious world set me free to spiral deep within the cell of my heart lashed to lacerated by impaled upon this cross of my own device (my own design - my own desire) take this all of you and drink this is the cup of my blood the water into wine shed for all the lovers for the dreamers parody of a messiah eyes to heaven am i in pain? or in ecstasy? 000803 ... startfires snip away and sever this umbillical residue 001003 what's it to you? who go blather from