tear Matthew Full of anger I attack again, fighting against my parent and my teacher, who from which I think I still have so much to learn. I expect her to bat my arguement away with ease, but instead her face distorts, and her voice cracks, and she becomes like a child. Nothing I say gets through, she has chosen her course of action and refuses to see my point. A tantrum. I take everything back to see those tears vanish, it hurts, but I am angry that I have to withdraw. It is a victory of sorts, but hollow. She had no right to do that. Im sorry mom, but Im my own person now, and you just have to accept that. 000625 ... deadmeatonastick tear(1) (teer)N. produced by ducts in the lower eyelid, mainly for the purpose of keeping the eyes adequately moist. Produced in overflow during intense emotional experiences tear(2) (tehr) V. to break or separate, presumably by force ( love_will_tear_us_apart ) 000626 ... Ryan A tear goes for my uncle Dur whom I never told I loved the last time we talked before his heart gave way, instead a treated it like any other day... a tear for Grandmother who told me he knew I loved him a week before her old age caught up to her... a tear from my uncle Tim, my Grandmother's brother, who had me read my first poem and gave me some esteem about my voice, because he knew I thought it was something bad to be different... a tear for my father who died suddenly knowing his son never forgave him for the oppression he rained down while trying to be a good at raising me. 000701 ... unhinged A VICTIM'S CONFESSION with ringing in my ears i shall walk through this shadowed death valley and fear every evil constricted heart so i can barely breathe i will say no one more time as i rop you out of me and you take what is mine is it that obvious that my cruelest intentions would never hurt you and your drunken inflections were deaf to hear me say the word no? i rip you out of me and you take what is mine 9/10/00 001208 ... karla I don't get it, the story, or why are some words underlined and some not? Seems interesting, I'd like to understand it. 010410 ... Mana I dont believe youre leaving cause me and Charles Manson like the same ice cream, I think its that girl. And I think there are pieces of me you've never seen maybe shes just pieces of me you've never seen well... All the world is all I am the black of the blackest ocean and that tear in your hand. Tear in your hand 010609 ... lasthought ignore the pain mental drain please don't feign you wonder why i don't fear hold out to me a single tear 020603 ... smashing pumpkins The lights came on fast Lost in motorcrash Gone in a flash unreal But you knew all along You laugh the light I sing the songs To watch you numb I saw you there You were on your way You held the rain And for the first time, heaven seemed insane 'Cause heaven is to blame For taking you away And do you know the way that I can Do you know the way that I can't lose? And do you know the things that I can Do you know the things that I can do? Where is your heart? Where is your heart gone to? Tear me apart Tear me apart from you You laugh the light I cry the wound In gray afternoons I saw you there You were on your way You held the rain And for the first time, heaven seemed insane For taking you away 'Cause heaven is to blame For taking you away The lights came to pass Dead opera motorcrash Gone in a flash unreal In nitrous overcast And do you know the way that I can Do you know the way that I can't lose? And do you know the things that I can Do you know the things that I can't lose? Tear me apart Tear me apart from you Where is your heart? Where is your heart run to? 031207 ... arielle i sat, my back against the wall and my feet braced in front of me. i could feel the sting of tears coating my eyes, and i refused to blink, certain that a beam from the streetlight outside my window would catch a falling tear and give away my pain. 031223 ... rachel facing (subtle inked to milky orange sky) up into the raining backwards in love's glazing eye violenza dolce; sigh 040116 ... pansy Like pearls They fall from my heart Tearing it on a half Like water They take with them All joy leaving sorrow and pain Like dumb scream They ring in my ears Driving me mad Why do they keep washing my eyes? 040127 ... Afalewyn Sparkling, shimmering, a streak upon my skin. Solitary, alone, a quiet statement of torment. 050220 ... no reason he could have sworn he had seen a glimpse but she put it away so quickly that he questioned whether he imagined the whole thing 060212 what's it to you? who go blather from