feign sleepless and depraved concern affection interest normalcy calm detachment 011223 ... ignore to feign ignorance is a talent and a teacher 030701 ... In_Bloom I can feign: Acceptance Solidity Calm *just don't ask me to look you in the face or you'll see my Truth* 081029 ... unhinged i am not that girl anymore the funny smart girl with her door always open i have not been all that smart in this life with my heart or maybe, the buddha touched me the day i was born: 'give it all away. every last bit.' i am not that girl anymore the hurt girl with big fat tears that sits silent biting her lip 'why are you making such a big deal out of this? it happened months ago' i'm not going to choke on it anymore i don't have anything left to give. there are days where i just want to walk out the front door and leave the past behind. i know my tired old story. i know how it goes. i don't want to be distracted by it anymore. evil things creep up on me when the past steals all my attention. he says i have potential but just like all the others, he was afraid to use it i am not that girl anymore 150702 what's it to you? who go blather from