choke throwingpunches@myself reminds me too much of the word stroke, but with a malevolent air about it 991019 ... shinya onna Maybe I ve bit off more then i can chew. Seattle, Burningman, school, work... I guess I ll learn how to swallow, theres no backing out now. 000809 ... startfires airconditioned_nightmare 001029 ... birdmad everytime i try to say these things i fall silent and cannot breathe for fear that the words will achieve the opposite effect of what they are intended 001118 ... god what's the intention? 001118 ... brian the lawyer dont choke on the horsecock! 020829 ... devalis I wish he would choke on the words he uses to bitch at me and his unfunny jokes. 020829 ... girl_jane I try to swallow my thoughts, but they stick to my throat-and I can't get them down. 020917 ... yenaldlosi carburetion 021125 ... p2 the chicken i want to get a pet chicken and name it 'choke' and a pet snake and name it 'shake' and a pet monkey and name it 'spank' 021125 ... Chuck "Hero" isn't the right word, but it's the first word that comes to mind 021125 ... ali look at me let me tell you how I feel the words used to flow like water out of my mouth. now i choke on them because were not the same and i cant bare to hear them. 030107 ... 12 we hope that you choke You can laugh, a spineless laugh, we hope your rules and wiiiiiiisdoooooooom chooooooke yooouuuu and now we are one in everlasting peace, we hope that you choke, that you chooooooooooooooooookkkkke. YEAH 030415 ... falling_alone ex: the eagles, as they lost the final playoffs game just as they did for about the last 3 years... i luagh at those who thought they'd win 040118 ... InfernalDragon there is nothing to win there is nothing to lose sooooooooo unless there could be an uprising of the rats caught in traps they can overthrow the Aristocrats and make use of all the machinery themselves nope nothing's over nothing's dead 040212 ... twilightfox why is it that i want you to choke on everything youve ever said and i want to watch you die and i want you to stare at me with such sadness at my betrayal and why do i want to look back at you coldly with hate in my eyes and why do i want to stab you just to feel the juicy feeling of the knife going into your skin and why do i say the things i know that i dont mean and why cant i figure out who you are 040710 ... Deomis choke back your tears suffocate your fears hide your heart with a darker lie 040711 ... f d 040923 ... . indeed 040925 ... . i see you, plutonian. 040926 ... . infernal underworld 040927 ... egger it's deep and hard and bitter and i can't breathe past it. 040927 ... f now you must leave but just remember when you do, do not say the moment was imagined, do not stoop to statigies like this. i will always love you. . 040929 ... . internal underworld. 040929 ... . there is no need for speech when stones cry out. . 040930 ... autumn It chokes me. Still. You. Him. My fault. But it makes the little feeling within me swell to, not so little. And it scares me. It takes me over. There's still that part of me that you killed a little. That I let you choke. The left behind rope burn that you can't help but notice even though you're willing to forget... 041019 ... falling_alone very interesting book 041130 ... f have you ever tried dipping a twix bar in to a glass of cold milk? its the best. 060325 ... Syrope i don't even know why. after all this time, my efforts to make you feel better are still absolutely nothing compared to people-who-are-not-me entering the room. it's not a question of why you went, but why you didn't stay, i guess. it's been so long since i've cried tears that heavy. i can still see where they ran down my face now. it's not something a shower can fix 060326 ... f what is a humans biggest weakness? most people say fear, no, not fear..... it is in fact, PROOF. 060625 ... the delinquent formerly known as R.A.I.N. why does my pride always give me indigestion? 061107 ... jane chuck_palahniuk 061108 ... f somtimes people tal back to me, somtimes they don't ... mmmm.... it's funny this public diary.. ... 070226 ... ff can you say anything about this ? (the above) i mean... maybe ... i just thought it was .. kinda strange... i don't know... maybe... i thought... "maybe" .. "how strange" .... afterall... aparently i didn't even make up my own i.d. i didn't think of it out of my head... something inspired me... i saw it .. flipped it upside down... then... but only in my subconcious.. used it... lets not capitalize on it though.. didn't change it cos i liked it... aparently you manipulated peoples names too !_i poor people... where's your spaceship parked? 070308 ... twisted_existence Choke on This - Senses Fail Half smoked cigarettes and you're the trash that infests my sheets can't make a wife out of a whore, don't want your skin on me And you're, you're addicted to the drug of lust Detoxing the cold sweat of shame and I love your pain I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel I'll lose you somewhere on a dusty shelf So this love's been worn down, like songs on a tape The sex has lost all of its fun, like gum loses taste And you're, you're addicted to the drug of lust, Detoxing the cold sweat of shame and I love your pain I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel I'll lose you somewhere on the shelf I'm here lying in your bed babe Remember what you said to me "You can be my james dean, I'll be your sweet queen" I said that you were my first, but you weren't even close now Like a frame in a movie, you're just one of many Can you grant me one last wish Play russian roulette as we kiss I'll be your cheap novelty Blow your brains out on me I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel I'll lose you somewhere on the shelf 070531 ... r_r . 090618 ... fghio fghio 101114 what's it to you? who go blather from