intention spilt_milk without, missing and found within a moment. 'what's it to you?' for for a moment awake he walks alone surrounded by the sunset and wishing he was surrounded by her arms, pulling him close to close off the world from his nightmares, only visible when he wakes. 050719 ... unhinged is a powerful thing 110130 ... n o m why the intention to hurt? 110601 ... hsg i_have_found that people_hurt_others as a last_chance desperate_attempt to communicate how they feel. Peaceful Warrior - Give it all http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wB2VI9PXtxY&feature=related heart_es_tool_ove 110602 ... unhinged now that never made sense to me. hurting someone because you care about them, intentionally, on fucking purpose. i just severed a relationship with someone who claimed to do that because i deserved better. if i deserved better, why couldn't he make the choice to not treat me like shit? i still maintain that if you love someone, you do not shit all over them. period. i take that to extremes including repression so i'm obviously on the other end of the problem, but really. if_you_cared about me, why did you continuously lash out at me? some of the things you've said and done to me i can no longer buy as you caring about me. i no longer believe that you treated me like shit intentionally to push me out of your life. i think you flew off the handle and had to think of an excuse afterwards. i think after you got lonely you realized how much i actually meant to you. that is bullshit. bullshit that you keep telling me i don't deserve. so if i don't deserve it, why did you keep giving it to me? 110602 ... hsg my_three_cents it_would_seem that he thinks you deserve a person that he thinks he's not_good_enough (or deserves) to_be 110602 ... ever dumbening to bring an end to the endless frustration. to invite the flow connecting me to that which supports me and my needs, desires, and creative expressions. bottoms up and namaste motherfucker. 141014 ... epitome of incomprehensibility Yes, yes, and yes. Your last sentence made me grin. 141014 what's it to you? who go blather from