wakes mon pain 051018 ... gja "refreshed by a brief blackout"...martin amis (money) 070320 ... phil here comes my brain again falling from the stars drenched in my pain again becoming who we are as my memories relapse 20 years has gone so fast 070323 ... phil I can't believe how the dates have changed but nothing about me has changed so far I feel robbed of time and stolen and broken and never to be returned I am just a token heart 070323 ... ff thats nice. do you know where i can hire some Rollar Blades ? can't find it anywhere on the websites. either near Hyde park or hampstead heath. pro blades would be cool. get back to me asap. cheers 070324 ... pete crunkily 070324 ... . actually now i have lost some of my eye sight... spots in eyes.. congratulations! i would prefer to be loced in a hole than this. don't fucking do it. 070324 ... angry actually now i have lost some of my eye sight... spots in eyes.. congratulations! i would prefer to be locked in a hole than this. don't fucking do it. please don't do that , please don't scaare me ... you are doing it wrong... i only want to see my fucking friends. whats tyour fucing problem. 070324 ... nom my doctor asked me to rate my pain on a scale of one to ten i found that a difficult question,...i don't want to overemphazise but i don't want to minimize all i could say was "well it wakes me up a lot" 070428 ... nom rate sounds funny,..."i think it is pretty good, but could be better. i'll give it a 7" bad, but could be worse, so not too bad? 070428 what's it to you? who go blather from