vanish nameless ...and this time it vanished quite slowly, beginning with the end of the tail, and ending with the grin, which remained some time after the rest of it had gone. "Well! I've often seen a cat without a grin, "thought Alice; but a grin without a cat! It's the most curious thing I ever saw in all my life!" "Cheshire-Puss, would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?" "That depends a good deal on where you want to get to," said the Cat. "I don't much care where----" said Alice. "Then it doesn't matter which way you go," said the Cat. "---so long as I get somewhere," Alice added as an explanation. "Oh, you're sure to do that," said the Cat, "if you only walk long enough." 991218 ... Sintina to disappear suddenly or surprisingly into the night like Zorro or someone like that. 010106 ... bork if you call and theres no answer... come fast to see me. maybe I need you. 040809 ... lucky Behind faded hands so clear. Vanish. Behind bright clouds so broken. Vanish. Behind your memories so deadly. Vanish. Move forward. Come into the light. Vanish no more. 040809 ... niecespieces I let go. I let it all go. I deleted everything that has ever ment anything about him. My computer saves things... which is a blessing and a burden. I can look back and see every conversation that I have ever had online. I can see the words that I wrote over five years ago. I love to remenise, but I despise getting stuck. I was stuck. Brutally. Now it is gone. Stupid instant message histories from when I was mearly 14 years old. Gone. Every email that he ever sent me. Gone. The dreadful message that she sent me in lue of him, which summed up the pathetic agony of months of heartache. Gone. Every picture gone Every video gone Every cute little paint picture he drew me - All gone. I will rid my physical world of the few things left of him. The dress will be given away, those dumb pants from his costume will be tossed, and every note that I wasted my life writing will be gone. For the first time I have the confidence, the power, and the sanity to delete someone from my life. Not just in the virtual sense, but also in my mind and my heart. Kapeesh, kaput. Vanish. 090309 what's it to you? who go blather from