hated Shar I fear being hated. "Why should I give a fuck?" I often explain to myself. I really shouldn't, but I do. I need to be America's Sweetheart, but it's tough when you've got racists and folks who don't like outspoken little Asian girls judging and pointing and scowling. Jerks. I feel so sorry for you. 001107 ... j_blue there is sometimes a reason to fear being hated. alot of people beleive that what people think about you cannot affect you. the reality is that it should not affect you, but can. what people feel about determines how they treat you. if they hate you alot, they may resort to violance, or simple harrassment. i think when people say 'who cares what they think' they have never experienced violence first hand caused by what another person thinks. 001107 ... silentbob what im afraid of is that they have a GOOD REASON for hating me, and then i want to know why and see if i approve or disapprove and then change it as like some kind of self criticism or something... but people don't usually...HATE me... 001107 ... klairchen people don't think too nicely of me because of the whole goat_boy incident. hmnf. 001107 ... no sense redrum. when i watched the shining, i didn't get that right away. 010322 ... Chrity go to: i_have_words 010408 what's it to you? who go blather from