sweetheart andrea the sound of it on the other end of the line sent me into tears and you asked to speak with my mother so i handed her the phone and seconds later her arms were embracing me and i cried even harder i knew you could hear but could you feel? were the emotions striking my insides with tons of force doing the same to you? your voice was soft but i couldn't tell if it was because you were trying, attempting to comfort me or if you didn't want someone in the other room to hear you call me sweetheart copyright 2000 000904 ... grendel listening to The Sundays at my desk while i work... what a voice. 000905 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong Vietnam. 020114 ... eyedream drive me 030507 ... noone Baby why do you hurt me 051117 ... an existentialistic humanist I know of a book. An excellent book, which is called the things they carried and in this book is a girl who goes into the jungle. The girl dies but there exists a... something else that came and inhabited her soul replacing it fulfilling it with nothing, which somehow had more of a something about it than the something she had had before. Since that something wasn't chosen, but instead just there. Welcome to the high that comes before death, which is better than the nothing that is so often life. But isn't necessarily. Poor girl who couldn't find life before she found death. 090109 ... In_Bloom Excellent book and good example of spiral into insanity. 090109 what's it to you? who go blather from