without_you CheapVodka Feeling tired of being fake of being wasted I love you But you can't hear me I'm speaking to you but you're not here I'm scared without you 011110 ... yummychuckle without you everything seems fake. the static of background noise is peircing me. I drift through the days life is a monotonous sadness. your name echos over and over and over and I don't feel like changing. without you why should I care about anything? 011110 ... unhinged i can't help thinking what i did my last time around to be here without you. to be so desparately lonely. and the only thing anyone can say to me is 'some day you will have somebody.' and it all begins to sound like a cruel joke. he was the only one that was even close when he says 'you will find someone it just takes a lot of luck and timing' i never had either of those. you could be so far away and my heart aches without_you, whoever you are. 011110 ... birdmad inbetween_days 011111 ... Becky I can't even remember what it was like without you. Probably because it's not worth remembering... You make life so much easier. 011111 ... Aaron "take me.. if you want, take me.. if you want. without you, without you everything falls apart, without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces" from "Nine Inch Nails(trent reznor) - perfect drug" the man is talking about the alkihol/drug called Absinthe in this song... he considers it the perfect drug. ohh it's quite a strange form of drink.. most of the time it's clear or green.. the good stuff is bright florecent neon groon like.. maybe the color of the preditor's blood in that movie.. if you were to hold it up to a black light it would glow. it's some wicked shit.. but does not go good with valium and speed together... 011111 ... bethany i'd just be a mere shell of taco 020302 ... yummychuckle bethany, you make me giggle 020302 ... carlita when i'm without_you i feel lost. part of me is missing, and only you can fix that. i can hardly sleep without_you next_to_me and am sad when i awake and the other side of my bed is cold and empty. you fill that space often, and i fill the empty space on your bed, but the nights apart seem too frequent for my sanity. i'd love to wake to your face every day. someday. 030714 ... ferret days go by 030714 ... megan i am no more you have become this part of me, sewn to my side. you keep me living, and no matter how cliche that sounds, i always know that it's true. 030714 ... love & hate I've sure enjoyed the rain But I'm looking forward to the sun You have to feel the pain When you loose the love you gave someone I thought by now the time Would take away these lonely tears I hope you're doing fine all alone. But where do I go from Here 'cause Without you I'm not okay And without you I've lost my way My heart's stuck In second place ooh Without you Well I never thought I'd be Lying here without you by my side It seems unreal to me that The life you promised was a lie You made it look so easy Making love into memories I guess you go what you wanted But what about me 'cause Without you I'm not okay And without you I've lost my way My heart's stuck in second place ooh Without you Somebody tell my head to try to tell my heart That I'm better off without you 'Cause baby I can't live Without you I'm not okay And without you I've lost my way My heart's stuck in second place ooh Without you Without you 040509 ... Deomis without you the world might be a better place... 040509 ... puredream It will all be easier without you. 040529 ... pete dances in the deepest blue 040529 ... palm . 050304 ... psa oh hell just realized I much of my pain was self-inflicted auto-hypnosis, call it what you want as I sat here in phosporus hell not feeling sad enough for her goobyes and trying to bring myself to tears If my heart does not ache that makes me a cold bastard, right? I can live with that I can live without you I can be happy without you It's just that would rather not... Well, babe, I do miss you and that is worth a sigh or two but I'd rather think of the luck I had in sharing your life and the fun stuff we did and good sex night after night than dwell on what I lost because the new adventure only begins after the door has closed down I would take you back in a moment, without regrets or anger but you are way too proud to call and loves does not conquer all yes - I know how you love me, baby and you should know how I love you by now but you told me goodbye and the road ahead calls and distant hills and new sunsets and sunrises and the space bewteen us grows by the moment and the point of now return is crossed now 050308 ... jane without you, today's emotions would be the scurf of yesterdays.. 050308 ... sirflaccid is a lot like losing your good arm. It won't kill a man, but life could be better. 050323 ... Freak it feels like im missing a piece of me 050327 ... god i'll be fine as long as i have me 051022 what's it to you? who go blather from