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ikon human beings use speaking as a last resort. we tried grunting, we tried physicalizing our words, but we finally had to resort to speaking as our primary means of communication.

and i still never know what to say.
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josie the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch with, without speaking and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you ever had. 000626
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Sintina A friend once told me how great it is to be able to sit with someone and not say a word... but he was trying to stop me from speaking I think. So that he could see if we could have one of those not speaking cool best friend things.. We did. But I felt so stupid.

Why can't I keep my big mouth shut?
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god if you can now here me, you may go, for i am here and i am talking... 010521
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rubydee why is blathering easier than speaking?

speaking makes me numb
the therapist forces me into it
by her insinuating silences
finally i can't take it anymore
and blabble the most incoherant things. like what i ate for breakfast, how many cigarettes i smoked yesterday, the state of the bananas on my counter.
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sylvia plath everything she said was like a secret voice speaking straight out of my own bones. 020903
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firejdl I like blathering. On the other hand, I don't like speaking. I'm the kind of person who usually sits alone and never speaks unless spoken to.

Please, speak to me.
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sisyphus Agamemnon gagged his own daughter so that she might not curse the house of Atreus yet again, and all her flashing-pitying eyes couldn't makes the gods hear - only Clytemnestra could take Iphigenia's silence and transform it into violence, fulfill a curse unspoken.

Human silence and human vengeance and blood like rain.
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