yesterday psyki never happened. it doesn't exist anymore. 000313 ... yesterday http://pweb.netcom.com/~bbb123/yannimorning.mid May 3rd 1907 Friend Percy I am still on dear old broadway among cliff dwellers..everybody lives high here but they don't have me skinned yet. I'm camped above the timber and live by myself I was down a Madison Square Garden the other day and met Cody...he's lost most of his hair in the London fog but his back locks are still long. The show was good...real Cowboys and Indians. I have learned that Punchers wear red shirts and indians wear strung necklaces with sley bells. Bearing all these details...the show was alright. Well Percy it won't be long till I'll be with you and I'll tell you all about it. With best regards to your self and friends your friend CM. Russell 000817 ... somebody i was bored and mistaken, i closed my eyes to forget my place and opened them to avoid the crash, i saw my face and wished i could look away, every day i find i hate myself a different way than yesterday and hope tomorrow i'll be able to work it out, ever hopeful and always believing that something better will come tomorrow 000919 ... blech love was such an easy game to play 000920 ... god april 1,1902 001119 ... monadh I ran outside barefoot in the morning mist and yes I know I should have been trying to rest tasting dreams losing my regret and filling my soul with new days now it is morning light and I just heard a bird's song perhaps it was a passing sigh or a lover's tear 010310 ... Aimee all my troubles seemd so far away. Now it looks as though they're here to stay, oh I believe, in yesterday. 010310 ... mikey no matter how bad or good yesterday was i need to learn to use the knowledge of it to make today better. again wish i took my own advice. 010310 ... skg ...was very much like today you looked at me again, i know you did i saw you as i walked quickly past (although i tried to avoid your glance) i remember when i first saw you i knew we were meant to be i just felt it... you spoke a different language as universal as it was... but you were very patient extremely so as i learned from you... i loved you and i still do you stand there so proudly as you should; i can't blame you and i know that there is so much inside of you that you want to share with me i've tried to close your eyes by closing mine but you speak to me at a frequency that only i can hear and i cannot do it... i feel this is all so familiar to you i know this has happened once before but your patience, your undying patience alludes that it has been more... i loved you and i still do please understand that i have changed maybe grown too, i don't know i still want you i still want to touch you i still want what we had and we will... but today was slightly different from yesterday... i saw you smile and in my fleeting i heard you say i will always be here for you and i loved you and i still do... my beloved piano... 010417 ... cb love was such an easy game to play. 010509 ... paul now it looks as if its here to stay oh i believe in yesterday. 010911 ... god yesterday is dead, tomorrow is blind 011219 ... Annie111 wonderful song. ahhh. so good. 020109 ... Anne Sexton Yesterday I did not want to be borrowed but this is the typewriter that sits before me and love is where yesterday was at. 020109 ... kelli crane yesterday there were so many things i was never told now that i'm starting to learn i feel i'm growing old 'cause yesterday's got nothin' for me old pictures that i'll always see time just fades the pages in this book of memories prayers in my pocket and no hand in destiny i'll keep on movin' along with no time to rest my feet 'cause yesterday's got nothin' for me old pictures that i'll always see some things would be better if we'd all just let them be yesterday there were so many things i was never shown suddenly this time i found i'm on the streets and i'm all alone yesterday's got nothin' for me old pictures that i'll always see i ain't got time to reminisce old novilties.... R.I.P. Wes 020114 ... lady lunchbox you were so good to me... so nice, so kind, so loving. you kissed my hand and held every door for me. you told me i was beautiful and that you loved me so much. today, it's back to the same old thing. you didn't call when you said you would and you left me alone again. 020302 ... cock@cock.cock no. digital nose bleed dot com 020330 ... continuous ache yesterday is long gone, and tomorrow is too far away to imagine. i am truly living in the moment. today, right now, is all that matters. i have all these words to give you, but none of them have a voice. how will you ever hear my love in a world of noise? 020330 ... god yesterday is dead and tomorrow is blind 020406 ... IWishICouldGoWithDavid I finally spoke to the sweetest, flirtiest, most wonderful boy in the world for a long period of time... and it wasn't you. Should I be relieved? 021227 ... everyones reflection memory? 030103 ... minnesota_chris I think I'm the only blatherskite awake currently! Yesterday was really nice. I installed a printer for a friend of mine. It was literally nothing more than putting on cords and following the install CD. Then we played Uno. Then I went over to the house of my brother, sister-in-law and newborn nephew. I cooked feta stuffed chicken breasts with basmati rice and sauteed squash. I held my nephew for hours. I learned how to put him to sleep and to keep him awake (which is important I guess if you want him to sleep at a certain time). It was a really nice day. 030126 ... User24 mmm.. feta and chicken.. *drools* 030923 ... anon for no apparent reason, I suddenly felt as though I had lost all emotions, it was a real detachment from reality, like my brain had moved slightly to the left of my body, I could see the world around me, but it just didn't seem real at all, it was hard for me to move, I could feel a heart beating, but it didn't seem like it was mine, I was scared I was falling into a coma, nothing I thought seemed to have any impact, I was trying to think, but all that came was blankness, I knew I was trying, but my head was empty, maybe it was the cold, but I really did feel like I was in someone else's body, I could sense them, but not affect them, I was sitting in my chair rock solid, a look of confusion on my face, wondering whether I was feeling what normal people feel, or if it really was as weird as it felt. yeah. 031016 ... eliese I had to much to drink. I had too much to think about. It was just that easy. 031121 ... smurfus rex yesterday's a cancelled check tomorrow's a promissory note and today is cash so spend it wisely. 031121 ... fetal musings was a blur, so was my last birthday 031121 ... tragically introspective i'm stuck thinking about yesterdays long gone. help me. the best memories do noting more than send chills down my spine the future seems to be a gurgling sludge in comparison i'm about to let this all become one big yesterday. 040113 ... tragically retrospective also 040113 ... panic get the fuck over it 040116 ... kaibutsu if you want money in your pocket a top-hat on your head a hot meal on your table or a blanket on your bed then today's grey skies and tomorrow is tears, you'll have to wait til yesterday is here. -tom waits 040310 ... tchiseen most aboriginal australian tribal dialects dont have words that mean 'yesterday' or 'tommorrow' . their people have no concept of this as a marker of time or existence. they are the oldest living culture on earth. this leads us to believe that time did not previously exist, before someone invented it. who? or more importantly, why 040423 ... lou_la_belle so yesterday i got home and my mom wouldn't let me on the computer, she said "go to bed. do it in the morning." I replied, "It's actually kinda important." to which she replied, "Nothing can be that important at 1:30 in the morning."...I say "Well not to you anyways." SO go to my room and rip out a sheet of paper and began writing. Not only to spite her, that's just a bonus, but just because i have to let it out or i'll go insane. 040516 ... luminesence isn't it amazing how much insanity is incumbant upon perspective?? 040517 ... lou_la_belle i'm sure that throughout history we've lost great genius's because society thought them mad...think of all the revolutionaries in science!! 040519 ... Borealis you all know what my thoughts on lucidity are. 040519 ... pete the words came out of my mouth as i walked those streets all alone cursing the city haze cursing the city with calm, smooth words for its ways, the blind and bind for the divisions it causes when it tries to unite the words came out of my soul as i walked those streets all alone cursing the ways that led me on cursing the ways with soft, passionate phrases for its city, the chained and sorry for the markers it makes when it tries to be clean i am definitely not of the city, what the hell am i doing here still? 040520 ... ipi37 another tragedy... 041007 ... kookaburra i think i'd like to take a trip back to the nineties where my childhood waits and the memories are quietly playing out i think i'd like to take a trip back to the sixties where there was change and there was purpose and there was living and dying and peace and love i think i'd like to take a trip back to the thirties and the age of sophistication where the actors wore suits and had manners and the women were shy and seductive and strong i think i'd like to take a trip way way back to the age of travelers and simplicity and hard work and inns that served you bread and cheese and stew do you think you could build me into a memory? i'd don't want to live here anymore because i know something's_coming and i think i like where we've been more than where we're going 041025 ... tr Yesterday I told you, I will call you today. What's sad now? That I didn't do it or that you didn't even recognize that I didn't? 050201 ... laurah i have a drawing from around fifth grade, the face of a boy i knew superimposed over an imperfect drawing of a cat and a sunset. yesterday is written shakily in the corner. 051117 ... the end is when stephanie told me she is heading off into the psych ward. 051117 ... amys too personal as i just noticed, eros progressed into sagittarius. thank god, that's all i have to say. scorpio doesn't exactly fit like a glove. i didn't even know that it was at the end, that's how much i don't notice what i'm not supposed to.... love was such an easy game to play. NOT. 090515 ... . imagine if everyone in the entire world flushed the toilet all at the same time. 100227 what's it to you? who go blather from