losing jennifer my time my money my job(s) my life my mind 000824 ... Deniedu is something you can get used to but shouldn't 010903 ... freakizh today was a bad day, competitively speaking. in soccer. in volleyball (spelling?). in talent show. in bringing my food. in staying dry. and finally.. i was naive, and i lost at my favorite battle: sarcasm. feels like i'm losing myself. 020524 ... lie down her life. My life. Sometimes I think its not my life I tell myself it is. She is my life , I am nothing without her. Losing? I think im already lost. 030104 ... sting i cant i cant i cant stand losing 030105 ... rarebit i lost my self somewhere along the way and i don't no when or why i just know that i'm emty and uncaring 040213 ... Max512 Is it wrong to say i miss you? 040414 ... emmi the art of losing isn't hard to master; so many things seem filled with the intent to be lost that their loss is no disaster. -elizabeth bishop 051002 ... me project 060802 ... Syrope i dreamt that he raped me, finishing quickly and ignoring my tears and struggling to get away. as he went to leave, i spat "she doesn't even like you" and he just laughed. and that was one of the calmer dreams. 080602 ... unhinged flesh hangs from me now without the weight behind it to fill it out over the years i have shed 70 pounds over the years i have told myself i couldnt possibly get any skinnier in downward dog my flesh hangs from my lower belly thighs stretched by the past the present having no weight behind it gravity pulls my flesh hangs 130912 what's it to you? who go blather from