staying ravensfears The lack of going away. 020220 ... blown cherry Am I delaying the inevitable? Am I delaying progress? But who could stand in the way of such a mighty force? Is it slowing or just changing direction? From the dark spot it looks to be slowing. A kick start is needed, but could be a long time coming. The first try was carefully dodged. Perhaps that was a mistake. Could it be reattempted? Maybe I lack the strength for that just now. Staying here, in stagnant and decaying waters. I have to get out but how far do I need to go? 021011 ... crows feat the fear of leaving 021011 ... shorlove ...here for "nothing" after all. 030427 ... Lou fuck that bitch for leaving me. I guess we couldn't be so nicely matched on everything. 110808 what's it to you? who go blather from