goodbye Bob Dylan Oh, all the money that in my whole life I did spend, be it mine right or wrongfully, I'd let it slip gladly to my friends to tie up the time most forcefully. The bottles are done, we've killed each one, and the tables filled and overflowed, the corner sign says it's closing time, so I'll bid farewell and be down the road. 980923 ... Bob Dylan Oh, a false clock tries to tick out my time, to disgrace, distract and bother me. The dirt of gossip blows into my face and the dust of rumors covers me. But if the arrow is straight, if the point is quick, you can pierce through dust no matter how thick, so I'll make my stand, remain as I am and bid farewell and not give a damn. 980923 ... Danny I'll see you again I hope. Thank you. Its Okay 990209 ... bush goodbye to myself goodbye to my friends I hope I see you all again 000114 ... crass damn I hate that 000425 ... fugazi This is not a fugazi entry 000606 ... Zoe goodbye dear one, maybe i will see you in heaven one day (although you never did believe in much). they say that a child doesn't even have to believe because god will save them anyway. i hope so, i wonder if you would even be considered a child. you were 13 when you killed yourself. i hope that i will see you. goodbye! 000719 ... misstree I didn't even get to say goodbye to you. You shaped me, twisted me and molded me, gave me so many pieces of the puzzle, moved me though places i never dreamed existed, much less that i would enjoy. you gave me so much... but i never even got to give you a proper goodbye. 001122 ... unhinged why do people say goodbye with death? i see my grandma everyday...i had no reason to say goodbye. she was the most beautiful person, she used to take me to red lobster when i was in elementary school...she held the family together. she was strong. see....she's still here. no goodbyes. 001207 ... god see ya 010106 ... *tara* no good byes. 010208 ... micro i'll never fully understand why i said goodbye. now the back road is painful. 010313 ... Cybrmystiq I didn’t want to say goodbye. But you made that choice for me. I hope you are happy with your decision. Because I am happy with mine. 010506 ... elisabeth When i left your stairs yesterday. when i left your yard and pulled away. I knew i was saying good-bye. how i wanted to give you a big hug and never let go but i can't. I gave one to my brother and i gave one to another friend. but i couldn't give you one. i don't want to say good bye but deep down in my heart i know i am. Deep down inside i was saying good-bye. that was the first time i was ever in your house that was the first time i was in your yard. and i know it is the last. how i wish i will see you again. but it won't happen you are too busy. so as i cry i am saying good-bye 010617 ... jil i saying goodbye tommorrow...im goin to california...dont wanna go...damnit sure will miss him... 010630 ... firehunden ...later 010630 ... Casey I said this to some people who I thought were my friends. But it turned out my relationship with them was doing me harm. 010630 ... baby satan whenever you notice someone giving you "the sexy eyes" (when it looks like they want to ravage you), the best thing to do is walk up to them and say "goodbye". trust me; works every time! 010701 ... xenascully I cannot say goodbye Because there's always that chance that it might be forever. I won't say goodbye Because I don't want that on my shoulders... 010909 ... Raphael she stands on a platform, raises her arms high, flexes her fingers, her long skirt skimming the floor as she sways to some hidden music playing behind the jade eyes, the porcelain skin, the soft red lips. She whispers a name silently to herself, her bare toes curl over the edge of the platform, her eyes flick to the empty air beyond, she looks down at the rubbish heaped below her, the dust lying undisturbed coating everything. A single glistening tear slides over the cold porcelain of her skin and down into the dust making a tiny speck of clean tile on the floor below her. (copyright Raphael) 010910 ... KaNdY ApPlEz I dont wanna say gOoDbYe But I'm gonna have to Cuz i don't wanna see you see me cry And if i ever saw you cry, I would just die Anyhing for you..but It's gotta be about me now ~It's the hardest thing ever had to do..I only do it for you n me 011206 ... ClairE I don't say it unless I mean it. 011206 ... whoknows later 011209 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge ...4 now i shall re-turn awINhile [how unlucky 4 U] 011222 ... kelli crane i'm leaving blather. Not that this should matter to a lot of you but it kinda sucks for me. When I discovered this site I was hooked. I loved it. people that i knew even noticed a difference in me. I wont go into details but the amount of bullshit and loss I've had to deal with in the past year is almost unbearable. And for the first time in about a year I've been able to express myself, freely, laugh and also see other people's point of view on things. I am a professional model who lives in South Beach. I own a Escort Service and have a really good life. Now that I'm leaving I guess it's okay to reveal myself now. In the past year I've lost a brother, a father and a daughter. My son was taken from me after I committed suicide when my daughter passed. No matter how trivial it may seem to some, what Daxle wrote to me, Calling me a dumbass and telling me to "keep it to myself", was just so uncalled for. I was so excited to find this site and I hate to leave but after that comment I feel like i can't write anything anymore. I would never want to get shot down like that again. Whatever, maybe I'm fucked in the head, but I am so angry right now. If I met that girl in person I think I might give her a mean right hook! I'm mad that I feel I can't do this anymore, it was the one thing that took my mind off of all the bullshit. The rest of you are awesome, I'll miss reading your thoughts. I'll miss the whole thing, Bye. 020120 ... wendy wild OH NO! that sucks, girl. I like the stuff you write. why would someone call you that? Fuck them. Stay. 020121 ... Invisible Butterfly i hate goodbyes...especially with the ppl that i love...itz so depressing to have to walk away from sumone u love , knowing that u won't see them for awhile , and all the while u just want to run back into thier arms and stay there forever 020601 ... squint today was graduation, and this whole group of friends graduated and...since I'm leaving soon as well, for the summer and longer...and they are going to college...this was goodbye. it hurts. gnawing, dull feeling of emptiness. a void a blankness they are just...gone. my last hugs, and then they are gone for the rest of my life. it almost seems morbid. the person is basicallly dead to your life. and now everyone is swallowing rivers of alcohol at my house, providing a nice unstable home for me to sleep in. whatever. its just the loneliness biting me. everything is leaving. i am just a shell. 020602 ... CJ well now today is my last day to blather for a while. I have to go away to the evil where I work called summer camp. Not that anybody really noticed my presence here. Good bye blather c-ya later 020612 ... Boymansonbowie Somehow I know that this time goodbye is for real. 020827 ... Torch The last thing I said to her. It was the only thing that I said to her that day and I hadn't even seen her that day. It has more meaning then she probably knows right now. 020831 ... eklektic tonight was my last night working there. and of course, it was the most stressful because i was the only waitress from 4 until 11:30 and it seemed like all of highland square wanted ice cream and pasta tonight. i made $62 in tips and had nice conversation with whitney about her boyfriend alex and homecomings and proms and pep band. she wants me to bring "the boy who plays the cadence", as she put it,in next saturday. 020831 ... cole the real work in life is in the goodbyes - the unwanted losses. 021114 ... p2 welcome to the end of the world Reports: Human Clone May Be Born In January http://www.wnbc.com/news/1808270/detail.html?treets=ny&tml=ny_natlbreak&ts=T&tmi=ny_natlbreak_12585_04000111262002 021126 ... morphine. there should be no ''good'' because a BYE is not GOOD fuck. i dont know why i cant say ''badbye'' and be understood. 021212 ... p2 good bye original from god be with ye 021212 ... Reverend Lough i'd rather not...... 021217 ... rachelle as i walked away i felt your eyes on my back my footsteps were slow and i heard my heart crack why won't you walk with me 021230 ... Mahayana ... waiting for it 021230 ... silent storm then youll be waiting forever it wont come 021230 ... just how do you decide when to say goodbye? how do you decide that you are going to make something end?.....what do i do now? 030115 ... margadant11 An end is often times better then the start it just takes time to realize it... 030116 ... blown cherry how do you decide when to say goodbye? When the nights of pain and loneliness begin to outnumber the times where things are good, or at least just ok. When a darkness known becomes more bearable than a shifting rollercoaster with more plunges than peaks. When you're sad more often than you're happy. 030117 ... Bizzar Could this be forever? Why doesnt it feel it. How do you say goodbye to someone that you dont really want to leave? My heart says you should stay, but my head knows better than that. I just wish I could convince myself that I really dont want you around. 030331 ... Cybrmystiq but in the end you said it anyway. 030401 ... Grace well it was nice visiting here however i think,maybe i should be going.. thanks for that big ole welcome mat though.. awfully extravagent of you.. (i'd check the spelling,but, i don't care..) 030502 ... niska minnesota_chris: we're moving tomorrow. i'll be back in a week or so, (whenever we get the cable fixed up), so we can get back to dissing each other then. miss you already. ;) 030502 ... pobodys nerfect i know i haven't been here as much lately (for alot of reasons), but i just wanted to say goodbye for now. i'll be away and most likely i won't be able to get near a computer,so i probably won't be on for a few days(but i'll try to). i'll be back though. sorry to disappoint some of you. :P wait a minute,on second thought,i'm not sorry. anyway,bye bye! pobody :o) 030807 ... Glory Box miss you both, love you in my own way. trying hard to understand, certain the fault is my own. night gets darker and all the sticky kisses in the world can't lift my heart from this goodbye. 030904 ... Toxic_Kisses I don't know how long it'll be till I come back, could be 3 days, 3 weeks, 3 months, I just don't know. I can feel my addiction starting up again but unlike last time right now I have too many things that need to get acomplished. The only shure fire way to get anything done is if I leave. I know what -needs- to be done and I know what I -want- to do and this time around need out weighs want. I'll miss all of you but I'll come back again eventuly. 030916 ... User24 take_kare toxic_kisses 030917 ... Clarey It's not so far away, but when you love someone this much, it hurts being away from them when they are a ten minute drive away. An hour & a half? How will I go running when I can't cope? Who's arms will I curl up in. He knows I love him, but I doubt very much he knows the extent... I couldn't have survived without out, even with him it was almost unbearable. I don't want it to be the end, I feel like it's just the beginning, Or maybe that's wishful thinking xx 030919 ... someone i wanted to say i loved her but i ended up saying goodbye 030920 ... judA just another person is what i mean to you i know that it hurts how much i love you and how indifferent you are to me the other day you were leaving didnt even look back to say goodbye i tell myself to give up on you soon you will leave and i will still love you and you still be the same 030920 ... imposter I'm leaving. I haven't been here too long it seems, but I've been here a lot longer than most of you know. I'm sorry. I doubt my passing will have much import, but I felt like I needed to be able to say goodbye and have some closure. I'm so, so sorry. The sky finally fell. I'll probably be back someday. au revoir "And she was the one to hold me The night the sky fell down" "And you don't want to look much closer, 'Cause you're afraid to find out all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had..... crashed." I'll be around. . . 030920 ... imposter "And now these three remain: faith, hope, and love. But the greatest of these is love." 030920 ... . ..cries 030921 ... oldephebe take care of yourself brah blather will miss your distinctiveness ... 030921 ... Death of a Rose dont' be gone long imposter. You have to join us in filling in all the spaces required to make blather whole. 031010 ... amy So simple a word yet fraught with feeling. Bitter tears to gentle smiles. As you pass out of the circle of my life 040226 ... tryyoga I am tryyoga! Hear me roar!!! tryyoga_on_gay_marriage 040314 ... tryyoga I am tryyoga! Hear me roar!!! tryyoga_on_gay_marriage 040314 ... emmy is this goodbye? this silence im hearing when you never call never look my way dont tell me its over not what i wanna hear what am i doing? screwing things up nobody loves me my world is crashing full speed towards the ground someone please catch me why am i lying here? this doesn't seem right all of my friends are evanescent nobody caught me no ones around what are those lights? coming straight at me im hearing voices none of them yours i flew away and no one chased after this must be goodbye this silence around me you never called never looked my way you told me it's over its what i had to hear 040610 ... emmy is this goodbye? this silence im hearing when you never call never look my way dont tell me its over not what i wanna hear what am i doing? screwing things up nobody loves me my world is crashing full speed towards the ground someone please catch me why am i lying here? this doesn't seem right all of my friends are evanescent nobody caught me no ones around what are those lights? coming straight at me im hearing voices none of them yours i flew away and no one chased after this must be goodbye this silence around me you never called never looked my way you told me it's over its what i had to hear 040610 ... puredream Is this goodbye? 040610 ... lou_la_belle i don't want to say goodbye 040611 ... pete the final whisperings into the falling nightime sleep... goodnight and goodbye 040611 ... Connecting..the.dots.. sweetdreams 040611 ... |read| dreams are funny sometimes sweet but always funny 040611 ... jac i can't even say that i want her back. she was never here in the first place, not really. 040619 ... love & hate Something that i can never ever say, as what i promised, was eternity, and that means no goodbye's... 040620 ... lou_la_belle it seems fate has intervened... today i said goodbye to you. sorry. i really will miss you something awful, but i had to. 040620 ... spiffy goodbye. walk away and leave me. leave a void, an emptiness. a still and quietness that wasn't there before "goodbye." a silent lonliness is at it's worst, just after the "goodbye." why can't you stay forever? sit up with me all night. you see, i need you. i hate to admit it, but i am afraid to be alone. i have to face so much, would you want to experience this alone? i guess you can't really understand. i just wish somethimes i was a priority. maybe i am selfish, in which case i am sorry, but i am just so scared now, please can't you stay just this once? abandonment, betrayal. always follows "goodbye." others have left me and i don't understand why. why won't they come back? did i do something wrong? is there something wrong with me? or did they never really like me in the first place? i thought that they would be there for me. i thought you would too. now you are doing this to me all over again. i need someone who will stay. teach me to trust again. show me that i'm not alone in the world. i want so much to be able to put my trust in you, to not have to worry, to be able to relax and rest assured that you will always be there. someone to help me heal. oh won't you please stay? can you see the desperation in my eyes? can you hear it, can't you tell? don't you know what i have hidden inside, all this hurt, all this abandonment. i need you... no? you won't stay? you're still going? you will never know the let-down this has caused. you will never see the tears, never hear me whisper your name hoping you might come. no, you don't know what this has done, for you won't even turn as you walk away. goodbye then. i will be waiting, forever. i will miss you. goodbye. 040711 ... .make it last. the bittersweet release of something that has somehow lassoed a string around a piece of your heart, be it a large or a small part of that precious organ. the sharp painful scissors that slice through that heartstring with a'snip' sound that makes nails on a chalkboard soud like sweet music thereby finally setting you free, a process, like a huge breath into a body that has just barely been snatched from the jaws of death it is both liberating and painful all at the same time. your heart hurts to beat on its own again, without the familiar constricting hold of the leash it has grown so accustomed feeling those first few beats is like a knife in your chest, forcing you to double over and gasp for air. this is the first feeling that can be called all your own... this feeling is goodbye. 040724 ... love & hate Of all the things I've believed in I just want to get it over with Tears form behind my eyes But I do not cry Counting the days that pass me by I've been searching deep down in my soul Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old It feels like I'm starting all over again The last three years were just pretend And I said, [Chorus:] Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything that I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to The one thing that I tried to hold on to I still get lost in your eyes And it seems that I can't live a day without you Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away To a place where I am blinded by the light But it's not right [Chorus] And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time I want what's yours and I want what's mine I want you But I'm not giving in this time [Chorus x2] And when the stars fall I will lie awake You're my shooting star 040724 ... BitterSweetDream Yes. What it says on the tin. Goodnight, and goodbye... 041025 ... Staind_And_Souless I love you/ Yet again you say goodbye. The one word you know will kill me. 041025 ... eclipse You're both gone to me. 041030 ... suicidalchinadoll whatever staind and souless said. 041101 ... JdAwG You are a grump 041102 ... Splinty that is all. I will still be your friend, I will hold you when you cry, I will laugh with you and phone you for hours and share stupid private jokes with you. And I will always, always love you. But heres goodbye to hoping. 050106 ... TK its bubblebath time! ^.^ Whoot! 050111 ... Syrope i couldn't stop watching them i felt creepy for infringing on such a personal moment...i don't know if that goodbye was for the summer or for good, but it was beautiful she cried, he wiped, she needed, he held, she clung, he held tighter i just felt like...he was really being what she needed, and that was amazing 050510 ... peyton when she lays in your warm arms don't think of me 050518 ... meiran i was never comfortable saying this 050529 ... peyton tomorrow i start tearing everything down to move far away where things like the internet and reliable shelter are not readily apparent so goodbye to blather and what i've said and done and that which was noticed and not i'll try to come back but you can never go back or home again i really do miss you and all the hate and love and lonliness and doubt and fear and memories because that's just what life is sometimes so if_you_even_care or not say a quick prayer of good luck and God speed because that's the only direction i'll be going for a while so simply goodbye 050906 ... who i am doesnt matter anymore everytime i have to say it i tend to bawl my eyes out. 051225 ... the awful truth a little too reserved not enough to say a little too much misery today. a little louder, please i can't quite make you out this conversation takes a wrong turn, "goodbye," without a doubt. so you say those words they're falling off your tongue and in my ears you disappear just me and a dial tone. so i hang up the phone i get into my car Saint Maybe's brother, that's me, straight into a wall. you never hear a word but it's all over the news i dont know what i would do if i were in your shoes. just keep hanging on to me life a raft inside a storm the waves are crashing freezing cold but my hand is warm oh, please, don't let me go down in that abyss i know you may not know it now but you're someone i would truly miss. oh, please please hold on to me. 060619 ... . i am choking on the finality of it. 060724 ... Nicholas Sparks The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we've lived a thousand lives before this and in each of them we've found each other. And maybe each time, we've been forced apart for the same reasons. That means that this goodbye is both a goodbye for the past ten thousand years and a prelude to what will come. 060908 ... Superfluous poetically speaking, it's sayonara. say it, goddammit. 070120 ... twisted_existence you said our goodbyes were never forever... so then how could two people so intimately intwined in each others souls as we end up as we have? youd have to answer that question, because i am at a loss. but i guess it doesnt even matter anymore, because the only goodbye that ever meant something... was the last one. 070705 ... Isaou So goodbye Stay safe Stay Happy You forgot Stay alive. But then again I guess you forgot it for a reason, yes? You don't do anything unless there's a reason. So Goodbye 070928 ... :-p goodbye, whats your name and where do you come from ? hello. 070929 ... mahayana and with that simple word it had ended last night. and it never really should have begun in the second place. maybe even the first place as well? [this time it is going to stick: goodbye] 090227 ... blown cherry don't go without me 090227 ... no reason i sort of feel bad for not going but i was there when i was these things are weird goodbye 100312 ... nandita I put your letters away from where they would sit on the table, within sight. So I could pick up and read a bit when I missed you. It didn't hurt putting them away. I could even imagine throwing them away now. I wonder if it's a phase or it's finally all gone from inside me. 100313 ... Inspector #6 you blatantly lied to me... goodbye. 130701 what's it to you? who go blather from