morbid sphinxradio i don't mean to be! and neither should you, not on purpose, be so negative. we can't seem to stop thinking about death. it's sad. it keeps us from living our lives. 011104 ... Haley I try not to be, too. But sometimes it is hard. I dont want to be one of those people though. Who sees things in a dim light, or a pessamistic haze... or whatever. I just want to be happy. Doesnt everybody? 021003 ... elsa I WANT to be morbid. but at the same time i dont. I like the idea of being depressed, but then i also like the idea of being happy all the time. that is what sucks, i never know what the hell i want ... or if i even want what i think i want. 021025 ... Haley I think I know what you mean. Sometimes I want to be depressed just so I can feel something. But, after all things are considered, I really envy those who seem to lighten up a room and who laugh at everything. 021112 ... knot meat what's the point of health if it prolongs an unhappy life? 030623 ... x YOU 030623 ... ashmanzhou so dead so hated so fallen my dreams my feelings lost to silence suffocating i dont know if we all live now but give me a moment to die for us all well live well dream well meander down to death but i think its a waste why live in this cold dark place when deaths oblivion be so near? 030630 ... thats bloody hard you know. so I live for feelings I live to dream silence in this oblivion; a waste. so my hated moment be near fallen dreams lost to death my suffocating dead so cold . but give me a place my deaths to meander down dark well dont know if we all live now but when us all die well, think why? 030630 ... inanna A girl once told me that she thought one of my sculptures was morbid. Ah perceptions are many.....and to the simple eye all art can be ambiguous. She did not want to be my friend after that. A fallen pearl on top of a dragon with a naked person hatching out of the opal-like shell. That was it, but too much red paint. Steal it and see what happens. ha ha 030630 ... uhhuh Birth never happens without a little blood. 030630 ... uhuh Morbid obesity is dangerous. 030630 ... bandersnatch is it morbid when ijust want to be upset. i want to be depresed, sad, lonley, or something other than this uncalled for happyness that just go away. 030814 ... celestias shadow sometimes i'm depressed just for the sake of it. just to be self-absorbed. just to feel something. and i hate myself for it. i've always been so melodramatic. 031012 ... Eowithien I suppose I am in some way. Though everyone is in some way. Oh well, maybe I'm not. I guess I'm just depressed. Nevermind. 040303 ... acidshank arr. nothing like a but of nice morbidity with my breakfast.baby in a blender. nice soup 041121 ... misscherrythief lugubrious one of my fav words! 080917 ... misscherrythief i must be blind i dont see it. 080917 what's it to you? who go blather from