envy meir he looks so fine. i want to shatter him to pieces. 990526 ... MollyGoLightly My envy isn't green. It's pink. 000520 ... Jennie Rose. Oh, I hate envy... And it's even worse when it's justified. 000912 ... *Ziima* is not a good thing to have around me. 010218 ... peyton is my mistress she's so jealous of despair 010310 ... lost i am envious of no one. I could be or have anything i want but im too lazy i look at it that way. 010503 ... Special K I envy her, she has him. She's got him now as she's had him all along, and I wonder if she appreciates how remarkable that is. How remarkable it must be to sleep beside him, to be too warm near the heat of his skin, to be too crowded in the confines of the bed. How remarkable it must be to argue over dinner plans, or complain about the neighbors. She brushes her teeth in the same sink as he, they sit together on the sofa, talk about the news. What I would give for these mundane treasures, if I could live them in his company as she does. The freedom to speak my heart to him and say what I feel, instead of saying "what is right." The remarkable gift of time and daily grind, and what I would do if I had it. I envy her, and yet, knowing what he would mean to me, how can I begrudge her such happiness? 010503 ... oh pee um when i think of how much i wanted you it burns a hole in my heart. some ember remains of that longing embittered by time and lost chances, but mostly what is left is envy of those who are graced with your presence. 010504 ... enriquecito never give the gift of a houseplant to a blind person. they may very well, and with the best of intentions, leave it in the complete darkness to die. 010507 ... Special K I don't envy anymore. Vita brevis, ars longa. 010511 ... enriquecito life is short, and art, we may surmise, endures forever. whatever forever may mean. but suffice it to say that the chance to know her is worth many lives, be they shallow middle-class lives devoid of the gravitas of the gladiator. 010521 ... enriquecito or lives pulled from this and given breath and dimension by a feeling long thought dead and almost despaired of. 010522 ... Kim Photographic memory which remains in my mind until the stabbing seems to die and grasp the neck of my idol. 010925 ... ellen cherry charles i envy the contented soul but who would i be without my confusion, discontent, and restlessness? 020106 ... freakizh i envy the capability of holding a person between your arms. 020114 ... blown cherry Pale, clear, white skin. Looked so soft to touch. Dark dark hair, but not quite black, Tied back to neatly and prettily in a non-chalant sort of pony tail. Shiny little hoop circling the right side of her nose. She was beautiful. I would have liked to have held her myself. They ran down the stairs together, together. On the train they leaned near the door. Happy, but perhaps slightly awkward. Probably not been together too long. Then later they stood facing eachother. He was trying to tell funny stories, she was listenening, but perhaps seemed just a tiny bit bored, or perhpas I just wanted her to be that way. As I held onto my pole, swaying with the train, I watched them, together. I could make her happy. He was sweet for trying. He would try for a while longer, I cannot guess how long it would last. But for a moment, I envied their temporary-happiness. 020403 ... evolutionending http://www.digitalnosebleed.com/if_robots_could_bleed/envy/ 021114 ... babysita i dont understand why...why everytime i become good friends with someone they always envy me for something, whether it be my looks, or what i have, or who i am with...i jus want to be me. i jus want to be loved. not hated. 021118 ... Shallow Depths The world sits before her, Freedom Is hers. All hers. Bored now, with her freedom, She complains. And I envy her. I stand and watch through iron bars As she sits on wet grass, And stares at the sky. 030509 ... shivers envy pulls apart the strongest holds together the weak keeps people moving changing places alive 030509 ... alvin i, a weak minded person, suffer from it. 030509 ... Nathan88 people envy you yet you still feel like nothing sometimes and i dont get it... there are so many people who want half of what u have to make them happy..just makes me frustrated is all... only if u knew how many guys looked at you, and how many girls gave you the girl stare of bitterness when they are jealous...we all know what im talkin about dont even try to deny it...makes me proud and nervous at same time...how many guys go instantly towards you, would that not bother you if that happened to me? or should i be wrong for getting upset that happenS? i guess u just need to come back to your comfort zone but i dont understand why... just cuz i dont have one i guess ahhh!!! havent i gone to bed yet? 030510 ... bork the seventh deadly sin... 040806 ... bork the seventh deadly sin...? 040806 ... fidget rargh;ldgk;lsk 040824 ... three words wanting_something envy stealth_kitty 050404 ... sirflaccid enough said 050404 ... *Amy* so unfair 050405 ... lorna i feel like i've been envious of other people my entire life. in terms of relationships everyone always has what i am far too terrified to get for myself. 090727 ... In_Bloom It's nothing to spend eight hours in front of a TV but a bother to spend less than 15 minutes in the pleasure of another's arms. I choke on the reality of it. 100406 what's it to you? who go blather from