jealous MollyGoLightly a friend of mine is going to see modest mouse and built to spill and beck tonight. 000702 ... JACKIE JEALOUS OF SMART PEOPLE WHO KNOW IT ALL JEALOUS OF BEAUTIFUL WOMEN WHO GET ALL THE GUYS JEALOUS OF PEOPLE WITH MONEY WHO CAN BUY IT ALL JEALOUS OF COUPLES WHO ARE SO CLOSE 001228 ... chanaka tattooed to my frontal lobe (in green) jealous stares i dole out like watered-down beer going hand in hand with possessive me obsessive possessive? obsessive jealouse possessive? look at all the options. everyone is jealous of someone embrace the jealousy before it eats away your brain like it did me recognize your fear, and it becomes less awe inspiring 001229 ... babybat i'm jealous of her because she took him from me. i'm jealous because she had something i didn't, when i wanted it so bad. 001229 ... robdude insidiously slippery, i feel like it's my achilles heel, all other emotions...even anger feel tangible and surmountable... it has destroyed my last three relationships yet i have not come any closer to learning how to defeat it! i would give my left arm to lose this emotion permanently. no achievement seems to take me above it, i watch it occur, knowing it's destructiveness and yet sit helplessly as lovers slip away. are we not supposed to find long term content in a relationship? 010111 ... Annie111 i love making people jealous it's like winning at life. 011203 ... rip jealous that every time i meet someone i like some other guy takes her from me . 011203 ... silly boy she glides across the room innocently like an angel or a ghost. sme smiles with an almost sinister simplicity that leaves wishing i was her. 020327 ... blown cherry I can't pretend I didn't feel a pang when Bek told me you'd rung her, and a left a silly message, but you hadn't told me about it when I asked about your day. I can't pretend I didn't feel a pang when Sharon told me she'd seen you walking around with another girl, and you hadn't told me about seeing Sharon or walking around with the other girl when I asked about your day. But I trust you. And I believe it's not misplaced. Despite precedents of pain (see: trust) Maybe tonight your mind leapt to a thousand different conclusions, but try and trust me. Whether or not I think I deserve your niceness, I do think I deserve your trust. 020804 ... blown cherry However there are worse things you could be, for instance; not jealous :) 020804 ... yo why do i have to get so jealous all the time? whenever my friends get asked out by a cute guy i should be happy for them but instead i get jealous and wonder why they didnt ask me out. i always want people to be jealous of me. i think that most people feel that why but im not sure. jealousy is a very strange thing. 021221 ... c.o.r.e. i'm so jealous, jealous of her. why doesn't he want me the way he wants her? it's killing me on the inside, that i can't do anything abou it. but honestly, this feeling of anger prevents me from dying of a broken heart! cos i want to prove that i'm gonna find someone else, better than him. so that i don't have to miss him anymore and that i don't have to be jealous anymore. 021222 ... hope Lyrics I was dreaming of the past. And my heart was beating fast, I began to lose control, I began to lose control, I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm sorry that I mad you cry, I didn't want to hurt you, I'm just a jealous guy, I was feeling insecure, You night not love me any more, I was shivering inside, I was shivering inside, I didn't mean to hurt you I'm sorry that I made you cry Oh no, I didn't want to hurt you I'm just a jealous guy I was trying to catch your eyes, Thought that you were trying to hide, I was swallowing my pain, I was swallowing my pain. I didn't mean to hurt you I'm sorry that I made you cry Oh no, I didn't want to hurt you I'm just a jealous guy, watch out I'm just a jealous guy, look out babe I'm just a jealous guy 030214 ... minnesota_chris Today's_temp_job: usher for a graduation ceremony at my alma mater. These people were not underclassmen, but getting masters degrees and PhDs. And, highly qualified with my bachelors degree in International Relations, my job was asking them to form lines, making sure they found their seats. I'm jealous, of course. Everyone knows I'm smart. But these guys had something I lack, the ability to sit and study for hours. Without that, you wind up a masturbating loser. I have to think of the positive... I'm very talented, know a lot of stuff about a lot of stuff, and when I'm in a classroom things ROCK. 030502 ... MOAI If i had eyes they would be green. 030502 ... joda Paint it black & white & easy... 030502 ... minnesota_chris Another beautiful friend is getting married, fuck it all. 030503 ... ofsuch i wish i could never be jealous 040430 ... lou_la_belle my jealousy gets me into sticky situations with myself. i dont like it. i want it to GO AWAY! 040525 ... Borealis I am a jealous person it is infinitely irritating urgh 040526 ... JdAwG I was not aware that you were the jealous type. What is there to be jealous of? 040526 ... ethereal life.*grins* 040526 ... Borealis nothing about me is explainable my dear.. well not true but it is not easy to explain..nor desirable. 040527 ... none-of-yo-business Jealousy sucks. Once you start feeling jealous, the whole thing just perpetuates itself. I feel jealous of my friend, because sometimes our other friends like her more than me, because they think she's more fun... and then I start being jealous, and retreat into myself and am angry, I'm even less fun, and all I'm doing is making my suspicion a reality. 040811 ... insert name here im not jealous. i just wish i had everything she had. 040928 ... deb he'd be jealous if he knew though there's nothing to be jealous of, in fact... why is it men are so afraid of losing something even when there is NO CHANCE of it truly happening? but yet, he's jealous... doesn't want me to even say hello as though the word itself or a conversation alone could rip me from his arms why can't he realize its the past and that's where it's staying ?? but the idea escapes him i just don't understand.... 041026 ... emmi i fear this side of me. it stems from insecurity, but it's rage directed at someone else... uncontrollable rage and sadness that i can't even scream or cry out of my system. sometimes i wonder what it could make me do. it's the devil inside me, but it's not my fault. 041211 ... an old friend i envy the one who holds her. 050804 ... the malice of grendel i was, for a while, and maybe on some level i still am, but mostly now i just want an explanation, because... well_I'll_tell_you 050805 ... pSyche I feel it growing in my heart. He's such a flirt. I know he won't cheat. I'm so insecure. Love you like a fat kid loves chocolate cake: she writes. I feel it rising A warped form of hate making me want to push him away I can't let this get to me I am my beloveds and he is mine I can't listen to this He is their friend He is my love Jealousy You have no part in me. 070929 ... no reason i wonder if you're jealous of things you think are happening that aren't happening i wonder if you're jealous 080401 ... no reason i'm not a very jealous person 080401 ... no reason i can be resentful though but that's a whole other word 080401 ... no reason i wonder if i'm jealous 080402 ... now_now I'm not angry, but I admit I am a bit jealous 080402 ... itsrachelrun am i not good enough for you? sometimes when we're together, i see that far away look in your eyes, your grip on my hand lessens, and your breathing shallows ever so slightly. it happens in the slowest second of time, but in my head i know you're still thinking of her. 080626 ... hsg it has little to do with you. when you love someone you love them it's not so that you own them. 080626 ... Lemon_Soda Word, hsg. 080626 ... In_Bloom Not jealous of you Resentful, maybe Jealous of where your heart has come to rest Outside of mine 080821 ... In_Bloom And that's not to say I'm resentful of who has your heart, presently Just that it's not in mine any longer I know it was a gift and not a thing to own It was a lovely gift 080821 ... LEMON SODA RESPONDING CHECK 081110 ... Lemon_Soda That wasn't me and Im not quite sure what it meant... 081110 ... caresscoffee yo tengo celos 081110 ... in a silent way this green bile rises up in my throat at the strangest moments, in the strangest situations. almost never when it's actually expected. do i swallow it, or spit it out? 130201 ... silentbob i feel like there are secrets about your body that you told me when you used to hold me and now you're telling him the same secrets and not me. 161117 what's it to you? who go blather from