level amy the light level comes down from this morning's semi-sun...it's not quite raining but probably will be by the evening. earlier, i went out to get something to eat, read some Rilke at the bookstore- that Rilke!- still trying to sort my head out. i get nowhere- i always come back here. what i thought was disorder-words, feelings, people- is actually ordered, and what was ordered (my head) is now disorder. it is easier, at this point, to just follow my desires. 000226 ... princess there's a good party at level tonight. 020614 ... god All Twelve Houses Low viscosity Scorpio Arabian Skies Libra Cordelia Mars Repeated -- a -- plumb A man who was under a great influence Pluto was not discovered until 1930 Try to join conjunction with the fixed stars Co-habitation too psychic Shoot near the f-fire ball Sun Sign System Sun Sign System ...---... (Barnabas disappears) Sun Sign System ...---... Sun Sign System ...---... I am seeing green ...---... Starlight Orbita ...---... You have total flow 1-7 ...---... You have hold of your goal 020617 ... scuzz The level. The goal. The untouchable soul. My mind reaches to grasp it's own insight as I feel these levels of pain in myself. So many levels, so many layers. Ogres are like onions. They have layers. Am I an Ogre? How many times, how many lines have I told you? I have so many layers, untouchable, never reacting with your own. It brings a state of despair, a longing. I've dwelled on these levels, in these levels. A constant desire, so blinding at times. Levels 021204 ... tourist The Lowest Common Denomonator Gravity Assisted Mediocroty The Horizon Sags Beneath the Weight of the Sky 021204 ... patience forty two. boo! 050315 ... camille balanced 051123 ... Friend of Speeegles plaplaplapla! ahahaha!!!! 071105 what's it to you? who go blather from