lovely
dallas
my kitten.
she is ever so.
aha.
sucker me.
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retrograde flowers.
peaches.
princesses floating through the mist.
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Xian lovely-ugly dancers
floating downstream
carelessly sinking into the new-dream
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unique butterfly wouldn't it be lovely? 010602
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young mr.chris PERFECTLY UGLY? YOU?
I don't know what to mean
the resulting spoils
of nuclear wars
are business as usual to the spoilers
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Dis Your face, sleeping and calm;
pale skin, but how your cheeks are apple-red!
Open your deep brown eyes, your irises so dark they bleed blue against the white,
Look at me with desire, with fondness, with intrigue.

"Rest assured, I want you," you say.
It's enough.

Kiss kiss kiss me again,
I love it when you pull me close to you and curl an arm beneath me as we sleep.
I wake with a crooked neck and muscles that protest, but how many times better it is than to wake in comfort,
alone.
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ClairE AngryQuail (11:32:33 PM): HA
AngryQuail (11:32:34 PM): No.
AngryQuail (11:32:40 PM): LOOOOOOOOOOONg story
AngryQuail (11:32:43 PM): like over the past year
Eduboat (11:32:45 PM): ah, well that's nice that you're telling him you love him then :-)
AngryQuail (11:32:48 PM): we never were together, like that...
Eduboat (11:32:51 PM): heartwarming.
AngryQuail (11:32:53 PM): no, i'm in love with him still
AngryQuail (11:32:55 PM): he is not with me
Eduboat (11:32:56 PM): ohhhh
Eduboat (11:32:58 PM): I see....
Eduboat (11:32:59 PM): oh my.
AngryQuail (11:33:00 PM): yeah :-(
AngryQuail (11:37:46 PM): So...
AngryQuail (11:37:47 PM): haha
AngryQuail (11:37:52 PM): It's okay. I'm used to it.
Eduboat (11:39:01 PM): I'm sorry .
AngryQuail (11:39:07 PM): well...
AngryQuail (11:39:15 PM): thanks, i guess
AngryQuail (11:39:19 PM): sorry
AngryQuail (11:39:32 PM): just...i really appreciate it, but I feel the same. you know?
Eduboat (11:39:41 PM): yeah, I know
AngryQuail (11:40:07 PM): yay
AngryQuail (11:40:11 PM): glad you aren't offended
Eduboat (11:40:38 PM): Not at all :-)
AngryQuail (11:41:12 PM): yay
AngryQuail (11:43:38 PM): So, how about you?
AngryQuail (11:43:41 PM): Any love angst?
Eduboat (11:43:53 PM): haha, no.
Eduboat (11:43:56 PM): Not really,
AngryQuail (11:44:00 PM): That sounds lovely.
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J.O.Swackhammer I met a girl so lovely 020315
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coldmeshaCh The Sun looks good against your hair.
You should always keep it down when we're out here ...you know I always used to go here as a kid. (Man, Shes so beautiful why did I become a musician? I don't want to go on tour next month!) My dad would take me each summer and I'd walk the board walk...Really? I wonder If I ever saw you and just barely missed you...we could have been staying right next to each other in the same hotel and never known...(Man, you sound like your trying to convince her your meant to be together or something...she doesn't seem to like that...She doesn't seem to like anything...Man..don't jump to conclusions quite yet..of course I don't like that she doesn't like what I do because I'm obviously a dork who can't think of anything better to talk about)

Um, yeah, my new albums doing pretty good. I'm glad that the music I make isn't the stuff that mainstream newage-hop listeners are into, you know? Not as much media follow me around (Man what the fuck are you talking about! Theres like 4 people taking pictures of me...well It doesn't really matter they're just going to be posted on some underground fan club thing...At least Im not very important)

(What is it about her that makes me feel like that Laguna guy from that video game I always used to play....Final Fantasy 8...hmm, how did I remember that?)

Are you hungry or anything?

(Thats right I had a dream about that game last night)

Alright, thats cool with me, Philips it is!

(Wow, Philips is still around!)
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magenta you are so very. 030731
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Death of a Rose calm & reposed against satin 031014
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xyz bones 031207
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celestias shadow seven days at sea can make you hungry for a poke! 031221
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mt such a lovely creature... 031222
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stork daddy no arguments here. 040218
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heihatchi .....this is just fuc5king...... 040817
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simplicite expression her. and I. it was perfect. 050117
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niecespieces Perhaps I will mention all that is lovely.
Friends are lovely for as long as they last.
The leaves that are falling make me smile, and the cold wind seems to warm my heart.
Its like numbness flowing through numbness, which creates something just simply lovely...
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heartfeltsuperego The way he picks with care his favourite music to play in the class he teaches every day.
His alert and immediately engaging, piercing, blue-eyed stare of benign authority.
The bubbly tinge of action potential which I know is lust that I feel right before I walk into his studio; it subsides with the first embarrassing eye contact and his polite greeting sets my face ablaze with blush.
Idiot! Get yourself together! - I panic and fumble stupidly to feign disinterest.
The way he groaned when I told him I had a boyfriend.

hm -_-
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heartfeltsuperego The way he picks with care his favourite music to play in the class he teaches every day.
His alert and immediately engaging, piercing, blue-eyed stare of benign authority.
The bubbly tinge of action potential which I know is lust that I feel right before I walk into his studio; it subsides with the first embarrassing eye contact and his polite greeting sets my face ablaze with blush.
Idiot! Get yourself together! - I panic and fumble stupidly to feign disinterest.
The way he groaned when I told him I had a boyfriend.

hm -_-
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heartfeltsuperego i am a stupid cunt. 120802
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hfse/dumbcunt the_song_currently_stuck_in_my_head 120802
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D blue 121221
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