darkness dallas That's what I see in your eyes when you return to me from the depths of your personal bout with anger, love, and fear. 980907 ... Pacia a warm, compassionate envelope. 981107 ... me? gravity of mind is elemental to the advancement of oleanders. 991110 ... dizzy the land that lies beyond the light 000219 ... Verdulum The unknown lurks in the dark, and yet it is comforting, beckoning. 000221 ... Midnight Bliss prevails when nothing else can, it secludes you so you can be alone. it helps sooth pain, yet it also brings about a lot of pain. darkness is one of those things that just helps you clear your mind...and helps you see the truth behind the body. without darkness, i could not function...darkness brings about faith in yourself. 000319 ... MollyGoLightly Darkness is plastic. Darkness is for sale, same as everything else. 000323 ... Free Darkness seems to cover the Earth. 000424 ... miniver There are birdies nested in my aircondtioner -- outside, there, right under the large living room window. They've been there for a month or two, now...snuggled into the sizable indentations on either side of the vent. They're a noisy bunch, too; I can hear them scratching and shuffling about late at night. So can my cat... 001121 ... Quiggz When evil descends, and darkness consumes... I am Dark One, Lord of Spam! 010101 ... Quiggz Light cannot exist with out darkness, and vice versa... for each one is only used to describe the lack of the other. So it is with good and evil. All things must coexist, even if they exist to destroy one another. Lack of balance destroys both sides, and only leads to entropy. 010101 ... Quiggz Light cannot exist with out darkness, and vice versa... for each one is only used to describe the lack of the other. So it is with good and evil. All things must coexist, even if they exist to destroy one another. Lack of balance destroys both sides, and only leads to entropy. 010101 ... ubliss ***ubliss: The Ultimate Bliss*** Subject: Darkness, Perception & Nature The magic / fallacy of Man's perception as above from Quiggz. The beauty / truth of Nature as below:- Darkness is as illusive as light,so as good and evil. All things, from a Mote of Dust to GOD, from nothing to everything, are connected and interconnected in the Universe like Internet, WWW, etc..; and are thus neither good nor evil, neither dark nor light, etc. Balance, entropy, etc are just buzzwords or marketing plots created by so called Renowned Thinkers to justify their existence. Copyright 2001. ubliss.com 010102 ... amy i sungun onyun crumpkin tonsermythunkenone (i'm gonna bow now.) 010103 ... G_wiz13 its amazing how the feelings that i feel could be summed up into one word 010103 ... April The sound when no one is home yet you know in your heart your not at all alone there. 010117 ... lame darkess is freedom. You can move undetected and silent...until you gotta rattle that can and utilize your trigger finger. Trainyards fuckin rock, tell me somewhere I'd rather be in the darness of night...beautify the scenery! 010404 ... Glennaieve is the light within I live, the walls that surrond my mind, I am a nobody a vessel for he who controls me, I live wthin the darkness. 011009 ... god step_off_the_mouse , i have some spam for you 011128 ... ralph ! darkness is my mind's spiral... the electric light bulb has arrived to carry us out of the dark ages, shouldnt we all pay hommage, flatter it with kisses, flowers, hugs, asses? the lord bless you - yeah right. 020420 ... zulu fear, terror...Imagination is worse than reality 020628 ... AzAber Ther are so many lights on computers in my room that it's never dark. Sometimes I like to switch the computers off after the lights and watch the colorful points fall away into black. 020916 ... Mr Pete Well, once again, I find myself staring out from a dark hole. I keep thinking that I have almost made it out, but then my foot slips, and I find myself back where I started. How do you get out? Where do I go? What do I do? Please........ 021229 ... Mr Pete Some find comfort in darkness, others find fear. It is what's in the mind that shows us the shapes in the darkness. And the noises from beyond. 021229 ... gloom I live in perpetual darkness, gloom. The only thing I can see are my own feelings reflected in the void.. My hopes look like stars in the darkness. ... 021230 ... sarahs friend I sit in the darkness, smelling the scent of a blown out candle...listening to the sound and the beat of the music...thoughts of her fill your head, her voice fills your thoughts wishing to never part and hold her all night,wishing it to never end...left with a question, why do we fall in love with those who do cannot with us...or those who we wish can be ours now hoping and waiting for the day to come they'll say yes...some times it doesn't come....but I still stand hoping and waiting 030102 ... celestias_shadow it wasn't there when i left the house, but when i returned, there it was. sitting in the living room chair like an old friend. then again, i guess it is. it's been following me most of my life now, i should know it as well as my own shadow. which i barely know at all. i mean, come on, who honestly takes the time to study their own shadow? we all have things to do; lives to live, lies to tell, smiles to fake, laughs to share, clothes to wear, friends to make, music to listen to, food to eat, hearts to break, and tears to cry. life is too short to watch the darkness. until the day it follows you home and lies down in your bed, takes over all you loved. it looks at you from the eyes of your lovers, your family, your friends, the mirrors. you can't even trust the sun. close your curtains, shut your windows, lock your doors, curl up naked in a corner and hope that it will leave. but what you fail to realize is that in dispelling the darkness, you have created your own. 030225 ... meesh for the love of god! bring me the night where I can hide where there is safety and where i can be alone 030605 ... not important darkness is such a friend all the nights spent with eyes aching from the monitor's glow or prowling though the shadows outside always searching for answers till dawn taints the perfect sky 030711 ... /anon paint it black. its so alone. i want them all to leave so i can lay rest in my black and maybe then my identity will start to disappear. 030712 ... mad bird with a paintbrush paint_it_black 030712 ... xXShadow_GoddessXx Darkness, the true pain from within. Followed by the pain and suffering, lost within the shadows. 030726 ... blown cherry I've lost my friend who used to get me through the darkness. Now I have to cope with it on my own. 031010 ... Lemon_Soda I go hear to think...I can't help but think...in the darkness. 031010 ... Death of a Rose Is a gravity well of no escape. ball it up into your palm and give it to the wind. 031010 ... harumi it's something everyone fears yet, for some reason, some people want it they want it to enter their minds and consume their hearts while the others deny it's exsitance the harsh reality of it.... 031012 ... xXShadow_GoddessXx inner darkness...what I am trapped in, where I have come to be alone...I fine it hard to live here in these lost shadows...but there is no other way...this is my burden...and I am ready to accept this cosuming darkness that surrounds me from within... 031019 ... oldephebe i cannot speak into or upon that which i do not know..but i am saddened by your sense of fatalism .. i hope some how some ragged shard of light will eventually begin to rend the "shale curtain of sky" within you. And i say this entombed in my own sarcophagus of the sad ..but sad is such a simple word eh? reductive...the dark encompasses so much more eh? a living tumescense .. this supercilious silhuette at once diaphanous and yet like an anchor it crouches upon your chest and then enters you .. ok i ah had intended to write something up lifting .. wound up casting my dregs of desolation into someone else's realm again... The Child of Blight wishes he could summon the light, the hope to come pouring into these pages .. ... and why is it that sometimes my heart thrills at these evocations of depletion..hmmm..? 031019 ... iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl Lying on a bed of dying roses my life trickling from a thousand slashes I waited for you but you deserted me i watched her crimson smirk as she took you far far away into the light when i was left naked in the wet and cold there in the dark watching waiting humiliated tasting the bitterness of love rejected so much pain so cold just to surrender to the darkness to feel the seductive embrace but then i saw her a wraith-like flitter not in the light but in the dark like me her eyes travelled across me lying defeated she looked through me i felt her compassion and her love? love easing the pain no more anger just the emptiness inside time will heal and she gave me all the time i would ever need but if i see him walking in the light as i slink in the shadows what will become of me? what will become of him? what shall i do? my angel left me and now i must live i love her i love him i wait for the pain sometimes it's there sometimes it's not but i'm still here. 040103 ... panic comes before the light. is the void behind the stars. is in my heart and shrouds my body. keeps me from finding you. 040116 ... pansy Darkness that is all around Frightening trees wherever I look Embraced by xanthic moonlight I stand still, paralyzed Waiting for daybreak to come Waiting for the light that would warm up my heart hard enough for me to start new life to make the first step forward first step towards the light towards the freedom 040127 ... soullinguist In deepest silence I still hear you In darkness I sometimes still see you Too many hours we spent apart Too many hours we spent together I feel the time hold me to you Sometimes you held me, too Other lives, other places Another day we’ll see our faces Growing old and lined Passing through time When I’m alone I will Remember you made my life stand still Mysteries of kisses we never shared Do you remember the night we never had Too many masks I’ve worn, Too many times I’ve never told you, stored up love in lines Of songs and poems lost and meaningless Things I said and felt still seeming less. 040128 ... bryn Sweet, lonely darkness... Ebony ripples in time Cover my eyes in peace Giving time to take in Who I am... Oh, sweet melancholy darkness my ink, my jet, my black Sweep me up in your arms Trailing moonbeam silver That lights with the sable sky. 040323 ... ambermoon i will let you take me over pushing me down like drowning only i can still breath you hold my life under your spell not only my nights but my days as well your touch is like a lovers only cold instead of the heat i should feel i am part of what i was before there are things that even you can not take from me. i have lost myself to you, my darkness only to find something i never dreamed of in its place. this is why i give myself freely to you you that helps me hide from who i really am. as long as you are there i can pretened that every things ok 040323 ... The Marksman . 040324 ... broken it lets me excuse myself to a new world 040401 ... love & hate The darkness surrounds me. Not only at night but during the day as well. Suffocating me, making it harder to breathe, making me sick, making me permanently ill. But the darkness isn't always bad, not when i'm with you. The darkness is good, i can confide in it, i can be safe in it, i can live in it, i can be it itself, as long as you are there. I breathe the darkness, i smell the darkness, i taste the darkness, i feel the darkness, i hear the darkness, as it hears me. It comes to me, it is drawn to me, drawn by my hatred of life, drawn by the constant sorrow in my heart, drawn by the tears that roll down my cheeks, drawn by my love for her. The love is not "wrong" love, it is right love, it is true, honest love. Love that will never fade away into the darkness. But the darkness makes it grow stronger, the darkness feeds it, the darkness swallows it and makes it expand. In the darkness, passionate deeds are done, love is made, body's touch, flesh on flesh. In the darkness, my dreams come true, with you and me, alone in the darkness, always, forever, eternally. The darkness is ours, it belongs to us, not to me, not to you, but both of us together. Something we can share, something that will help us. The darkness is ours, and always will be. The darkness breeds in us, spreading to every other living person, good and bad. The darkness is good, embrace the darkness, embrace it as i do you. Embrace her soft sensual body as it was your own, touch it, feel it, all over, know it by heart, see it in your dreams, taste it in your dreams. The darkness is ours katie, i can become the darkness if that is what you want me to do. If that is how you want to stay, in the darkness, i will join you, we can be together in the darkness, alone, just the two of us. Breathing, living, existing, loving in the darkness. As the darkness surrounds us, the breaths get shorter, the heart beats slower, the eyes get heavier, as we melt, sink, succumb to it, to everything that it is, to everything it can do, to everything it wants us to be. Join me, in this never-ending darkness, or save me from it. 040419 ... _alone & lost_ Why is life so complicated? Mercilessly taken from my soul All these steps I've climbed along the way Then I am shoved off into the darkness Falling silently, screaming inside Can't wake the sleeping mosnters My heart pulled from my chest And locked up somewhere away Tens of thousands of miles I've traveled from being able to breath Im finding it harder and harder. I have to escape, To find me when will I find the truth That lies beneath this barren desert Away from all things that are pure Crying, trying to understand this But never to succeed I'm here to bleed Save this haunted body from destruction It decays to fall away I know I'll never find the way I'll never make it out I sit here, comforted by the darkness My tears, and icy river of dismay. 040516 ... pete she comes to take us away into her 040517 ... silver tears so much darkness a vast ocean of midnight sky above me blackened stars, only holes in the atmosphere i sit on my steps look up at the blue night clouds and wonder why 040608 ... Spinner for a real definition of darkness, read "House of Leaves" by Mark Z. Danielewski... Darkness leaves you alone to deal with the reality of yourself. 040925 ... villain daydream truer words have seldom been spoken 041119 ... Lemon_Soda Nice, spinner. 041119 ... syrope it was dark when i left for work this morning it's going to be so hard to leave and come home in the dark for the next so many months i don't like this, i wanna start over and be completely irresponsible and dependent and carefree. i'm tired of taking so much into consideration for every decision i make. enough. 050921 ... z darkness presses on my eyes with velvet pads and flows like air over me seeping into my clothes and myself like the liquid that it is, and i feel it's pull upward, that slight lift that raises toes and keeps me drifting while i listen the cascade of drowned noises all around, and they bounce starkly, passing through me on their way to resting places in corners and under chairs and stops. 050921 ... Barefoot Revolutionary darkness in my nethermind. darkness is my life, my time and days and nights and sleep and wake. darkness. i am trapped in the claustrophobia of my mind. subconcious. scared and lonely. never will i know the light again. never will i see the glimmer of a beautiful spring day. my heart has died, never to be reborn. never to be tranformed. my hands cover my face as a mask. to be known by people is to be vulnerable. so here i sit in my dark tragic cave of lonliness. forever. 051109 ... oren 10 points. 051109 ... ivyducktwilightseto the only place I feel at home 051109 ... z untested truths unfurled the holes in my map while i wonder how futures will create me in the wanderings of paths not taken are shadow lands of possibility where no voice or hand will rise to mark the beauty that did not happen is as a darkness fallen in a forever with no time untaken and stops 051118 ... ivyducktwilightseto written about two years ago... What is Darkness? Darkness is a power An overwhelming power The force that consumes all With a hunger that is insatiable A power that threatens A power that corrupts An unstoppable power That seems so abrupt Darkness is a location A place where we all come from And the place where we all go An infinite expanse of nothing With nothing ahead And nothing behind No one is there Nothing appears In the large dark void Darkness is a wavelength Opposite that light Which we all love A shadow lingering on the wall And dissipates when the sun glances The thing that appears When the lights go off Darkness is beautiful Where we hide What we feel What inspires us What we all come to love I read that aloud as part of an english assignment. When I started the last stanza I heard several sighs of impatience. I didn't write for quite a while after that. 060204 ... Aldente Darkness is only absence of light. 060401 ... jlymry327 darkness is february in iowa. its not being able to live. its bed. its dark at 5. darkness is hopeless. darkness is drunk. darkness is hangover. darkness is the next day. regret. shakes. shame. darkness is never knwoing whats next and not caring or caring too much. darkness is something i live in. the sadness. dark with lights-dark with stars. dark is beauty. dark is hope. dark is careless. dark is secret. dark is shameless. dark is easy. dark is beauty and wonderful and easy. dark is everything. and nothing and everything again. 060712 ... ***r@|\|$c3|\|d3|\|@|_*** the absence of any spectrum and the sad reality of some. 060903 ... empty i have lived so long in the darkness, i can no longer see in the light. once i finally wanted to be rid of her she wouldnt leave she eats with me she sleeps with me she keeps me warm something about her presence comforts me and scares me to death 061222 ... *Amy* I've been faking my smile for so long. It's been so many years I'm not happy that I don't know how it feels anymore. When I'm alone I'm relaxed because I don't have to fake that I'm happy, that I enjoy life, that I have an objective in life and I'm doing everything to reach it, that I find sense in it, in life...I don't. I can wear a costume of happyness for the outside, but I'm full of darness in the inside... 061223 ... *Amy* I've been faking my smile for so long. It's been so many years I'm not happy that I don't know how it feels anymore. When I'm alone I'm relaxed because I don't have to fake that I'm happy, that I enjoy life, that I have an objective in life and I'm doing everything to reach it, that I find sense in it, in life...I don't. 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