surrender deb ok ok i give up i'm tired of the game this old and rugged game of capture the flag i'm tired of sitting in the dark watching intently waiting to see if you'll try to come and snatch away the blood red emblem stuck upon a pole within the earth only to see you sneaking into someone else's camp. i haven't tried to steal yours though i've been tempted to leap the barriors and confront you just for fun... just to see how easily you would give up... with a fight? without? but i'm stuck here in these trenches i dug with my fingernails and filled up with my tears and sweat my shoes are stuck but i don't feel like moving because i see you've won the game- or perhaps that's only how it seems because she handed hers over so peacefully- it's not my heart you took home with you maybe i just didn't see you give it back... i don't know. i only know i'm tired of this game and i want to go home now. but my feet are stuck and here i watch this faux war play on about me 000315 ... deb what's funny... i seem to wave the white flag one moment and the next, i see you peer around a tree and smile that little smile... hide and go seek now, is it? :) 000318 ... Zoe ha ha ha. surrender your soul! he he he! actually i don't really mean it, i'm just in a crazy like mood at this very second. ahhhhh! surrender! 000717 ... birdmad doesn't mean much doesn't mean anything at all when every step i took in faith has betrayed me 000717 ... Q Reference, in an earlier blathe today, to the feeling of power from holding a gun being "sexy" concerned me enough that I have thought a bit about sex and power. I know that sex and power are mixed up with each other even in the best of situations - the most pleasant, pleasurable, mutually satisfying and satisfactory, and - dare it be said - loving. I have supposed though that sex and power are mixed up more like obligatory symbionts than dancing lovers. Perhaps what distinguishes great sex from just sex is another element: surrender. At first thought surrender would seem to be almost the antithesis of power. Yet surrender in good circumstances is a powerful act. It is decidedly feeling safe enough to trust and trusted enough to not contemplate exerting any unwelcome force. C 2000 000810 ... sarpedon I will take the chance I will surrender my feelings It will happen soon Maybe within two weeks It will get done I will be honest Enough of this indirectness I will accept the pain I will understand your response I want to be honest I know you will be too Even if we don't agree It will have clarified things We will get over it We still can be friends But if we be true I will not regret it You will not regret my honesty If we be true It will be so sweet I will have surrendered myself to you And in doing so Will have enabled you To do the same Sweet surrender If we be true 000810 ... KFOX No greater insult to Life exists than the surrendering of your possibilities. 010504 ... Dafremen I was gunna say "suicide" but I guess that pretty much surrenders all of your possibilities doesn't it? I think wasting a beer is a pretty big insult too, maybe not the worst, but certainly right up there with the biggies. 010504 ... Casey I surrendered to my feelings once. I told her that I liked her and she only looked at me with a disgusted look and walked away with her friends whispering to her. 010504 ... Shugarhi Hearts may be broken everyday but mine is never to be touched again. Whenever I glance upon the beauty that you show, I contradict myself. You have captured my heart, never to release it from your grasp. I might as well surrender. 010921 ... Aimee probably the scariest thing anyone can ever do is surrender themselves. To what? That's just a varying number of situations. It's terrifying to surrender yourself to someone else... to let down every barrier imaginable and leave yourself completely vulnerable to them. It's absolutely terrifying and exhilerating. 010921 ... bijou Mother told me yes she told me i'd meet girls like you She also told me stay away, you never know what you'll catch Just the other day i heard a soldier falling off some indonesian junk that's going round Mommy's alright, Daddy's alright, they just seem a little weird Surrender, surrender, but don't give yourself away Father said your mother's right she's really up on things Before we were married Mommy served the WACS in the Philippines Now i had heard the WACS recruited old maids for the war But mommy isn't one of those i've known her all these years Mommy's alright, Daddy's alright, they just seem a little weird Surrender, surrender but don't give yourself away What ever happened to all this season's losers of the year every time i got to thinking where'd they disappear When i woke mom and dad are rolling on the couch Rolling numbers, rock and rolling, got my Kiss records out Mommy's alright Daddy's alright they just seem a little weird Surrender, surrender but dont' give yourself away away [cheap trick] 010926 ... coffee girl to surrender God does not trap us in surrender to his leading surrender is a voluntary act though it is commanded to be done the surrenderer must choose to obey or by a forced struggle..and perhaps hurt be convinced that surrender is the only way out the only way to real safety and freedom 030122 ... me easier said than done...i'm learning to surrender though, to let go, to release, to not struggle against what God wants, to trust completely...but it's not easy...surely it takes less energy to let go, so why do we struggle so hard to struggle? "Life was never meant to be a struggle" or somesuch 030624 ... tortuous grasping for the edge dragged off the cliff each handhold i take pulls me two more back i want to just give up i just want to let go... 030924 ... Kanchou live at the budokan 040115 ... .fallen oh yes....you WILL surrender to me and you will be lapping at my thighs in gratitude at every single turn... but please, that is right, I do use that word....please keep struggling...I WILL earn your submission 040115 ... Cuddlezz means never having to fight again. I always thought of surrendering as cowardicew, however after meeting you I now surrender to win...win. 040126 ... they only kill their Masters why does everything with you have to be so difficult? what about the names of actors and the dates of plays? can't anything be simple? why are you making it so fucking hard? 040327 ... Toxic_Kisses maybe she/he's testing how much your willing to do, willing to take, willing to give, what better way to measure that then by putting the bar impossibly high and then adjusting it once the results are in? or deseeding that you’re not worth it, that you just don't put in enough effort. *shrugz* I could be wrong though 040327 ... typo deciding 040327 ... love & hate I surrender from our first touch. Those messages i received just excited me. That you would even consider it. I surrendered everything to you. Now you hold back, and i am an open target. Just waiting to finally get pushed over the edge. Waiting till the day you say you hate me, that there is no hope, that i should give up and leave you alone. Please surrender to me again as i do you. 040418 ... puredream "The decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial in any love story. It changes the relationship of two people much more strongly than even the final surrender; because this kiss already has within it that surrender." Author: Emil Ludwig 040617 ... kalani Surrender without relinquishing the whole of oneself is the trick. So many fair weather soldiers, So many summertime warriors, But all fight so mightily until the rain comes. Don't surrender until you've endured a couple of thunderstorms, And can then see whose still fighting on. 040714 ... z surrender dorothy! 040714 ... new just i surrender to you my heart my soul my life because we are now one and i'm so happy that i think i want to cry the fucking joy makes me want to explode you amaze me i want no more i am happy and i surrender to you 050321 ... echo Flag upon the wind; virgin white, spattered red. I hang myself upon this pole. Weighing eyelids finally close. Trembling heart and weakening breath find relief at last from their exhausting duties. My hands have long prepared release from all I've held so tightly so blindly so long... And I let go. At last, a tortured soul shall find p e a c e 051230 ... oldephebe there's soem real beautiful stuff on this page. ... 051230 ... camille http://www.treedragon.com/ged/ni/fg/surrender.jpg 051230 ... In_Bloom His words on a wing: There is a challenge For all of us It is out there At the limits of perception Where understanding becomes madness And lambs fall to the bee You yearn to be close to it But are forever caught spinning Gently Away Only to find that when you cease to struggle It finds you *is it any wonder I did?* 081113 ... Twitch The start of something 190908 ... unhinged runes a potent practice 190908 ... Boingalawoingy Boingalawoingy 190918 ... unhinged her_seven_eyes see all her hands hold all her ears hear all i give it all to her i ask her for the hugs i need i prostrate to the Mother Tara 201128 what's it to you? who go blather from