yearn imposter I yearn for the race to be done and won, for that simple life with a job and a loving wife and kids. Marriage. I yearn for the ability to kiss her goodnight as I pull the sheets over both of us, kids asleep in the next room, and my gratifying job awaiting me at 7 am the next morning. Simple dreams, I suppose. . . I yearn for domesticity. 030910 ... ashmanzhou its amazing what i yearn for just a life of dreams departed gone and dead deserting this shell i call me nothing makes me wake from this mistake i call life my life my hell incarnate in all its burning choking glory blinded burning my head is churning seething with so many things that mean nothing in all ive seen nothing but death to me nothing but pain and hate and forgotten fury all lost and justly wrong why do we wait on this side of abyssal doom to run to death and tormented pain to scream when death closes jaws and rends us soul from embodied self so in the end whatever makes me yearn for life is only death finality stability the escape looming something i hold close to me as a talisman of me my life my dreams all gone replaced by this and do i ever only yearn for death 030911 ... Raina I yearn for this child that I'm carrying to be a happier person than I was. And if at least not happier, more well adjusted. 060615 ... Roaul Duke i yearn for my sara to look at me the way she used to, with so much love in her eyes. 060616 ... empty orgasm I want to fuck you. I want you to fuck me. But what I really want is for you to be relaxed while we fuck. Comfortable in each others bodies. To enjoy each others tastes and sensations. To explore and delight in each other. I yearn for it. 140601 ... Raina yikes... things don't always turn out as planned I yearn to turn back time on certain things 170112 what's it to you? who go blather from