ill Shar Yuck. Am I depressed? Is it just me? Or is it that things are really happening to me? Things that I don't like? Maybe it's all my fault. Actually, it is my fault. I suck. I want to curl up underneath a pile of coats and wait until the whole thing blows over. 000407 ... Shar Yuck. Am I depressed? Is it just me? Or is it that things are really happening to me? Things that I don't like? Maybe it's all my fault. Actually, it is my fault. I suck. I want to curl up underneath a pile of coats and wait until the whole thing blows over. 000407 ... silentbob i feel ill. 000907 ... xemopartyx My ill style beatz all y'all muthaz depressing lines. 001127 ... j_blue you make me sick, both of you. how dare you, and do you think i am stupid? how dare you turn my love life into a mind game? your both fucked up, i never meant to do anything wrong, or to be mean or cruel. but you did, and thats the thing 001211 ... trazlo ill i feel with this life and these drones buzzing around me mindlessly flittering about frantically keeping themselves busy so as not to realize what they do is worthless jobs school fighting war: nothing but a show of our stupidity. Quietly I sit together with you in the gray mist careful not to be seen 010216 ... god a dream in a mist of grey on a far distant shore 030623 ... blown cherry the panic swirls uneasily in my stomach, while the actual bug fucks up the rest of my body 030809 ... x i feel like throwing up 030809 ... me I threw up last night. It was not fun. All over the carpet. You know that I had to clean it up and go to school the next day. Just a small injustice in the long list of injustices that are my life and make me ill in a completely different manner. LIFE SUCKS. I'd die if I knew what would happen after. 050118 ... u24 bleugh. crackly throat feels like sand and glass. nose one again feels like earwax flavoured treacle. hope it passes soon. 061107 what's it to you? who go blather from