hopes whitechocolatewalrus too many hopes too many thoughts cluttering my mind (too many too many dreaming parallel universes answering me) 040216 ... Syrope i need to go to bed let me down 041027 ... no reason i try not to get mine up, at least not non-realistically, because i know what happens when i do. so i think i'm pretty good at avoiding it/preparing myself. but i still don't like when it happens. i want it back i want it at all i want it to make sense i want fuck i don't know i should sleep. i don't think these words make sense. 060928 what's it to you? who go blather from