impatience
deb
i
sit
here
and
i
wait
for
what
will
not
come
you
are
at
work
late
again
,
and
though
i
long
to
hear
your
sweet
voice
,
once
again
,
i
shall
fade
into
sleep
before
i
get
the
chance
i
miss
our
midnight
talks
that
last
till
daybreak
and
how
we
could
fall
asleep
on
the
phone
,
just
listening
to
the
sound
of
breathing
on
the
other
end
i
long
to
have
that
back
again
~
soon
,
my
love
,
soon
991208
...
somebody
expectation
postponed
is
making
the
heart
sick
000918
...
miniver
So
.
Get
rid
of
the
expectation
.
Or
get
rid
of
the
postponement.
Or
,
isn't
that
how
it
works
?
Everyone
ought
to
have
a
few
major
losses-of-hope
at
some
point
in
life
.
Who
would
want
to
write
about
you
,
otherwise
?
000918
...
Arwyn
I
swear
I
am
the
most
impatient
person
in
my
family
.
Most
of
them
could
sit
there
and
wait
for
anything
(
and
it
seems
like
they're
waiting
on
something
more
often
than
not
)
and
me
,
I
just
have
to
know
now
!
020525
...
dead and buried
burden
in
my
hand
040801
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from