terror me? She said she wished to die in terror Screaming in the night To feel the crawling flesh of panic As her hair turned white She also had a pretty little See-through negligee I often wonder where she went And if she got her way 991111 ... marjorie were you looking in my eyes the other day? you would remember. i think you would have seen terror growing. every minute of every day would have compounded the problem until suddenly enormous and so alluring we would step into it and forget about everything else and terror would consume us. and i would laugh 000520 ... god fuck terror. 011030 ... jon I had a little Scottish Terror once. Had to put him down. Too much screaming going on in the house. 011208 ... codosYculos War on terror is a manipulative metaphor, just as was/is a war on drugs. True, a touch different, as shocking acts of aggression do have clear victims whereas drug use at worst is an addicting vice that needs health solutions, not para-military ones. Anyway, be careful. Ted Rall, a great cartoonist/writer is being heavily censored. Who's next? Intelects have long documented a steady 'dumbing down' of America, rooted in overstimulation, overconsumption, over-everything non-essential. Cultural gluttony. Well, if 80% of us can comfortably swallow that our government is 'at war with evil,' then we've dumbed down to near-Orwellian levels. 020307 ... blown cherry shielding myself with the blinding artificial flourescence of the screen 021109 ... ItGirl When you said goodbye... I thought I was sad, but I had been sad before, and it hadn't felt like this. Sadness leaves you feeling lost and empty. I was filled, full of the urge to rush somewhere, anywhere and make it all not true. I considered jealousy and rage, emotions I have felt and know, but this was not slimy and evasive as jealousy is, but solid and real, it was not hot as rage is, but vast and cold, like a vacum. If you can imagine being filled by a vacum... I wanted to cry out, to turn and hide away. And I realized this was terror. 030718 ... My Ruin24 ~I am drunk~ ~sober~ ~heaven doesn't want me~ ~and Hell's afraid I'll take over~ 031028 ... The Occidentalist (secular monarchist) The War on Terror: Long live Israel, long live the West Long live Secularity, long live the USA Long live gay liberation, atheism, national socialism, communism, monarchic conservativism, capitalism (till its time to whither...), upward mobility, cultural flows & flux, practical respectful nudism... Long Live the West! This war on terrorism, resistance to Islamic impulses is basically: VOLTAIRE VS. MOHAMMED Mohammed no longer exists except in the past, he is nowhere to be found... Curses to the Koran Curses to Islamic Societies Curses to Mohammed (Forgiveness to Mohammed!) Here's a drink to goodwill and progress! (allah-jallah-wallah, fella!) Blessings to open minds: close the Koran By the way, I read the Koran, it imparts wisdom and shock, rather like any other anceint document by Tacitus, St. Augustine, the Heptateuch... I dedicate this sincerely meant ramble (and regreat the disrespect but I had to express my feelings) to: Voltaire, Jefferson, Bentham, Spengler LONG LIVE THE WEST DEATH TO ISLAMIC THEOCRACIES LONG LIVE THE KORAN AS HISTORICAL TEXT 051101 ... Occidentalist Yes, its for real, that's what I am, and I'm almost thirty! --Occidentalist, i.e. progressive ultraconservative 051101 ... Bam Laden and what have you created today? 061107 what's it to you? who go blather from