february amy it's february already! 000206 ... hedda YEAH!!!!! 000206 ... Splinken my favorite month next to april. something terribly drastic always happens in february. 000627 ... splinken many of my favorite people were born in february. a very disproportional amount of them, anyway. also, many of them are named christopher. not just two or three, either. way more than that. 000907 ... moonshine ooh heh I was born in February and my names christina 000907 ... splinken lord god. that's bizarre. 000907 ... moonshine I KNOW.. hehe =] could it get any worse? 000907 ... Zeroshin Too big to be ignored and too undecisive... every four years. 010128 ... Sintina February is the most terrible month of the year! I always expect something terrible to happen in February! The worst part about all the terrible-ness is that you'd think it would be a good month, my mom's birthday, valentine's day, Black History month, etc. But no. Last year nothing terrible happened in February, which amazed me... but now I'm worried that something EXTREMELY terrible will happen this february to make up for last year. 010129 ... twiggie february almost ate harvey alive...but if it hadn't we wouldn't have the theif of always to read, so it's ok. i don't like february much, and i especially don't like having to live through the 19th-22nd year after year. at least i don't have to go through the same pain i had to the first time around... 010129 ... Rhin My step-son has penciled me into his busy schedule, for a date on February 17th! He actually said, "Hold on, let me get my monthly planner, to confirm"! Hmmmmm, when I was 15 1/2 years old, I think...NO! I'm quite positive that I didn't keep a monthly planner! I am thinking I really need to get him away from his routine, at least for a day. My plan: we hit the malls...I lay low in my favorite bookstore, while letting him scope out the girls, and finding many ways to blow my cash. Then we could spend the afternoon doing a little indoor climbing. Then of course, it's off to Rocky's, where he will proceed to at least try to polish off, an entire pizza alone, while telling me how much school sucks, in between bites. Even if we just spent the day cruising, jamming, and talking...like we do sometimes, it will definitely be worth it, just to see him chill out! 010130 ... *Matthew* My birthday is February the 13......its not going to be very exciting :*( 010131 ... unhinged i've never liked february. shorter than all the rest with an extra day every now and then and then that damn valentine's day. nothing particularly saintly has ever happened to me on valentine's day. all the damn cards and flowers and chocolate. whatever. show me you love me with your lips baby. 010131 ... cazzi my birthday is February 7th....a week today...i am looking forward to it quite a lot actually...god knows why! 010131 ... *Matthew* Its my birthday, and it wasnt very good.......maybe this weekend will bring better days.... 010213 ... Morelen More about my birthday...talking to my self here.....you know whats really funny? When this girl who said she loves you falls back in love with someone else and then stops loving you...well thats not the point here....the point is....is that.....she gave her a better valentines day present than the birthday present she gave me....... I guess I'm just jealous, huh? 010214 ... florescent light You're not talking to yourself, I'm listening. And that kind of thing does suck. And you know what sucks even more? When your best friend betrays you, lies to you, and hits on the guy you're seeing. So now you have no best friend, and no man...cause I no longer want to see a guy that's gonna hit on my best friend. But I don't care about the guy - I'm just hurt that my friend can't be honest with me. And that she would do this. I feel like I can't trust her now. I'm very hurt 010215 ... lil washu I like february!!! its a cool month....Valentines!!! ^_^ dont worry i have not been sniffing any thing!!! *L* lol _ /_ 010425 ... ClairE It feels the longest. I realized this when I was seven years old. 020211 ... DavesHeroinGirl Stupid, lonely,cold, red, chocolate covered, ridiculous, inadequately short month that ends with the promise of happiness right around the corner. We should just skip it's unnecessariness. 030130 ... Syrope it starts tomorrow but it's taken oh_so_long to get here...last semester the months flew by. now every time i check...yup, it's still january i wonder if this is saying something about me at this point in my life... 030131 ... no reason holy shit. i totally missed january. 030202 ... MeKoy hey cazzi my thte 18 and why? 031226 ... tr "Guess what month we have" you say "February" I answer "How did you know?" you ask and I stay silent, not telling you, that your eyes hide a februarysadness inside of them. "I just knew..." I say 050201 ... little wonder once upon a time a bunch of germans and scandinavians took a giant ass boat over to the new land, that is, the us of america. then they decided that instead of staying where the boat dropped them off, they would keep traveling north and west for days and weeks until they landed in this god-forsaken frozen tundra. they thought "20 degrees below zero? snow up to my knees? this is the spot, you guys! we build here!" i fully regret that i was one of the unfortunate ones to be a distant relative of these people. i grow to hate winter more passionately with every year that goes by. you wouldn't think someone could actively hate a season this much, but it's possible. maybe the desert is growing on me because it is the complete opposite of every climate i've experienced in minnesota. maybe some part of my soul needs the stretches of brown and dust and sun you can't escape from. maybe, if only for a little while, i need the escape of the dry heat. 080211 ... unhinged i think we should start i 'i hate winter' club little wonder. up in the north/midwest the winter becomes cruel, stupid, insane....i have also wondered why anyone would choose to live here. especially back in the day before central heating.... and then you have to deal with snow_emergency after snow_emergency bah. i also VEHEMENTLY hate the winter. february is like the last year of a prison sentence. in your head, you know it's almost over but in your heart you wanna hurl yourself out a window. also the wonderful time of year, where the sunshine you've been aching for for months means it is ASSCRACK cold outside. and in minnesota and wisconsin it could hover near zero for most of the month of february. dude, it is cruel to exist around here in the deep frozen winter. i wouldn't mind moving myself southwest either. 080211 ... little wonder the last year of a prison sentence...so true. i_hate_winter_club engaged. last night on the phone i said, "we're almost halfway through!" to which the other said, "halfway through what?" "FEBRUARY!" of course, it can never make it even a little bit pleasant or easy to get through "the end is near" stretch. this last full, brutal month of winter has to throw everything its got at the unfortunates who live here. snow, ice, whipping winds, below zero below zero still below zero temps. 2 weeks ago someone said to me, "i'm ready for spring." to which i thought, "oh, it's not so bad right now...i don't hate winter quite yet." 5 days later something snapped and i adamantly stated to anyone who listened that i hate this state, i hate this season, i hate this month this day this HOUR and why the HELL is it snowing again? where the fuck are the plows? they have a job to do so my car doesn't end up in a ditch, goddamnit! fuck this place! it's been going downhill ever since. 080211 ... stork daddy has been a hard month. it's cold, i'm overworked, and yesterday my reflection wouldn't make eye contact with me. i thought i heard voices, but it was just the wind i'm certain. in the office, boxes are always accumulating small artifacts of people's problems and grievances. last night i dreamt of a funhouse, wherein anything would be possible - food summoned on the spot, ghosts of the past brought to life, the indoors shifting to the outdoors - on the condition that the grantee of this power remained confined forever on the top floor, only watching. february has been a hard month. i can't be certain it will ever be march. 080211 ... birdmad i know we are not halfway through it yet, but this appears to be the first February in as long as i an remember in which nothing incredibly awful, stupid or severely inconvenient has already happened. *knocks on wood* 080211 ... unhinged valentine's day is right around the corner bird ;-) 080211 ... unhinged and i'm sorry work sucks daddy if it's any consolation my work sucks bad right now too 080211 ... birdmad that's where i'm counting myself lucky... ...since i'm not currently involved or seeking that sort of involvement at the moment, v-day holds no power over me this year. (♫ mazzy star - "I'm Sailin'" ♫) 080212 ... unhinged since i've never been involved with someone on valentine's day it serves as the most depressing reminder of a year that is usually full of bleak reminders that i'm most most often singularly_alone. so i buy myself flowers and chocolates, anytime of the year pretending they're from someone, anyone but myself. i've always been good at pretending. 080212 ... bird when i have been "involved" i've been variously stood-up on dates, flat out dumped or thrown under the proverbial bus in one fashion or another...and the being stood up part usually led to an eventual dumping or bus-under-chucking 080212 ... jane february_stars 080213 ... snoflake not necessarily the coldest month, and on paper not the longest by far. but the days tick away and minutes are like hours as i'm holed up at work or in the house waiting for what seems like ever for February to be almost over. For the 27th day to arrive, for cake and glitter and smiles. The longest month to endure to be let down like every other year 080214 ... unhinged holy rain batman that doesn't happen here in february. period. and all the assholes that didn't shovel their sidewalk last week, the rain turned it all to ice. the sewers were clogged with snow, puddles everywhere. cold icy puddles. and the busstop i usually wait at, there was a guy trying to dig out the sewer and a big vortex of water. this is shaping up to be the snowiest dismalest miserablest february on record. BLAH 080217 ... ergo. not even worth trying to pronounce 090202 ... unhinged off to a relatively warm and sunny start. i keep waiting for the cold shoe to drop. 090202 ... past two days in and i'm already ready for it to end. 090202 ... unhinged *drop* 090202 ... gja Hot, muggy, long long days. Sweat, tired, early mornings, sun wont set. 090206 what's it to you? who go blather from