routine birdmad bites hard 010716 ... grendel its the teeth, i'm telling you the gear teeth catching and tearing it really is, it'll rip my arm off if i try to make it stop oh it's all so mechanical sometimes 010716 ... silentbob complain. 010823 ... Casey I refuse to follow one, they drive me up the wall 010902 ... click i hate checkups. 020521 ... docrivs ridiculous routine 11/9/2006 I’m repeating the circle the cycle it’s started again and I don’t know how to stop it from happening again I chase I push I repel she runs she leaves she doesn’t return I have much to do but I don’t do it I don’t do anything but pine, long sulk, and sink fall, and grow weaker, more pitiful this trick doesn’t really work this routine is hackwork this behavior is completely ineffective and ridiculous 070113 ... pete intellectually we live linearly. in day to day reality we are really in a cyclical self-referential world 070114 ... no reason you need to be better at handling disruptions adaptability can make things a lot easier 071207 what's it to you? who go blather from