chill
andrea
blue
as
the
day
breaks
I
call
out
to
you
to
discover
you
’ve
found
your
way
out
of
my
life
&
disappeared
into
the
crowd
without
st
much
as
a
goodbye
or
letter
explaining
your
absence
a
deep
chill overcomes
me
I
feel
like
the
dusk
is
closing
in
on
me
copyright
2000
000523
...
ever dumbening
the
fuck
out
,
shit
011126
...
AzAber
A
day
so
clear
it
hurts
.
The
chill
of
the
winter
sun
robs
the
air
of
its
haze
.
The
wind
blows
through
open
blue
nothing
,
revealing
to
all
that
clarity
is
beautiful
,
but
painful
.
020315
...
meli
Will
it
pass
like
a
wave
,
or
sink
into
your
bones
?
021207
...
anonymous
-
_
-
I
don't
get
it
.
I
know
in
my
heart
if
Jesus
existed
he
would
give
me
a
clue
.
I
am
not
talking
about
some
old
book
with
scary
stories
-
I
mean
he
would
really
get
down
with
me
and
chill!
But
the
funny
thing
is
...
I
was
walking
home
a
few
days
ago
passed
the
ghetto
and
three
guys
pulled
me
into
an
ally
so
deep
and
narrow
it
was
like
a
tunnel
.
When
I
saw
the
first
guy
start
to
unzip
his
pants
I
just
drop
to
my
knees
and
started
praying
.
Oh
GOD
!
Oh
GOD
!
oh
GOD
!
He
just
looked
down
at
me
and
pulled
out
his
nasty
weenie
and
said
-
yah
grl
that's
jus wherr
I
wans
ya
ta
b
.
Then
he
tore
at
my
t
-shirt
until
my
breasts
where
exposed
.
Then
pinched
my
nipple
soooo
hard
with
a
twist
I
almost
fainted
.
I
could
smell
his
stinky
crotch
as
he
pulled
me
near
.
I
wanted
to
scream
--
but
all
I
do
was
whisper
.
No
lord
,
please
no
.
Then
I
heard
a
whoop
whoop
cop
car
thingie
sound
and
saw
a
bright
light
shine
at
the
end
of
the
tunnel
.
Next
thing
I
knew
they
all
ran
like
roaches
when
you
turn
on
the
light
.
OK
so
--
it
was
no
burning
bush
but
it
sure
saved
mine
!
Perhaps
I'll
have
to
reconsider
this
thing
called
faith
!
-
_
-
040218
...
kid andre
I
guess
they
make
pills
out
of
this
stuff
.
050525
...
Talula_Rouge
Chill
of
the
night
I
see
the
horizon
the
dark
and
starred
I
wonder
where
you
are
'
cause
I
love
you
but
you're
gone
I
cover
the
water
front
watching
the
sea
searching
for
the
one
,
the
true
one
praying
he'll
return
to
me
I
cover
the
water
front
thinking
to
plunge
into
the
night
,
the
chill,the
dark
melancholy
Waiting
to
drown
in
your
embrace
I
yearn
to
hear
you
whisper
to
feel
you
touching
to
tast
your
kisses
I
cover
the
water
front
waiting
for
you
080221
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from