early tridelta "It's like, I try to go to bed early, and like, I get all ready, and like, I lay down, and I'm all like "oh my god, I can't sleep" and I like totally freak out. I mean totally." 990930 ... marjorie It was early when I went outside The fog nestled round the car attached itself like those dark shadows beneat your eyes and I ran my hands over the windows making finger prints and letters and I saw my breath It swirled out of my mouth like the words i always wanted to say to you but never could because your eyes always stopped me the moment before i said them. 000310 ... centralscutinizer be this an example of tri delta el ay new speak or just generic valley speak? 001101 ... Effingham Fish for my own funeral. 020104 ... silently_she_screams It was too early to tell u my real feelings for you...I know that now...Now that it is too late.....and nothing will ever be the same....If only i had waited.....for just a while...mabye i wouldn't have scared u off 020511 ... blown cherry missing you already The dawn creeps closer. A constant, slowly blinding reminder that tomorrow is near, and soon you will no longer be. You pulled the curtains, avoiding the piercing light for a little while longer. No other force to move me just yet. Just a little longer, just a little. But finally I draw back the shade. Letting the warm, but still painfully blinding light hit my face. The night has passed. And we with it. 020511 ... sonic whenever i actually try to go to sleep early it never works....i just end up going to bed later then usually because i lie in bed and just cant fall asleep. whenever i am deep in thought i can never sleep....and thats what usually happens when i lie down. its like i dont want to sleep because it will disturb my thought or soemthing. 021226 ... PHIL I thought it was march this morning I was in a panic. The calender clearly depicted valenine's day as march 14. So i turn to blather and sure enough I see 030217. I says to myself, sure is strange weather for march? I have already begun missing classes. I was sick, I hurt my back, but monday, what will I say about monday...I can go today of course, but my plans are in shambles. Wow if I had gone to classes I wouldn't have gotten sick though... I try desperatlyto find out what day they cancelled classes from the snow, was it a sunday or a monday, sunday I think. I look at my schedule, this all made sense last week, I still had time to wait and things to sloppily take care of before classes started, what happened? There was a basketball game that got cancelled, but I can't find any clues. I recheck the class schedule, counting on my hand Januray February MaRCH, OH HOW COULD i BE SO STUPID!. I go to look at the calender again, the 14th is totally blank, I rub my eyes look at diferent angles, but it's totally blank. I turn the page back over to see valentines day, febraury 14. I tell myself I need to wake up. 030218 ... u24 ...only midnight. 031106 ... finngwen _early_morning_ 040526 what's it to you? who go blather from