blank deb i wish i was blank i wish i was blank i wish i could think i wish i was blank i'd write a letter to you and there'd be nothing to it i wouldn't hem and haw on just how to start it i wish i was blank i wish i was blank i wish i could think i wish i was blank i wish i'd stand up straight i wish i'd said things different i wish i'd said nothing things would be so perfect i wish myself to keep i pray my soul to sleep i wish myself away i wish i was blank billy corgan (musical genius, of course) 000110 ... marjorie blank stares empty sockets clean milky white ideas coming from behind blindfolds like our lady of justice who can wipe the slate clean blank or can scrawl words so small and so hard they can never be removed branded 000520 ... emily "you know...that a blank wall is an appalling thing to look at...the wall of a museum, a canvas, a piece of film, or a guy sitting in front of a typewriter...then you start to do something...that vague thing called creation...the beggining strikes awe with you..." ~Edward Steichen~ 000524 ... rollins The reason i don't want to talk to you and never want to see you again is that you will never know my world. You have yours and i have mind. its that simple. all the time you wasted trying to get close to me makes me hate you all the more. i don't feel that bad about it either. you wanna know the truth: i dont give a fuck. Cuz yer just like all the others. you're a typical lying piece of Humanity. i could never talk to you. i'll never forget your blank stare, your total lack of life. that vacant far off look that i so often mistook for depth and understanding. i bet that somewhere some asshole is pouring his heart out to you right now. he's hard at it, wasting himself at you. giving you everything. thats what you want. 001211 ... unhinged that smashing pumpkins song always comes into my head when i see this word alone...the last time i picked up a blade it was while listening to that cd. that is my favorite single cd from melloncollie. i've always been infatuated with billy corgan..... 001211 ... Deniedu eeeks 010202 ... god i am as blank as a fart -dl 010202 ... i am the great went 010202 ... tricky blank page was all the rage never meant to say anything in bed i was halfdead tired of dreaming of rest got dressed drove the state line lookin for you at the five and dime stop sign told me stay at hom told me you were not alone blank page was all the rage never meant to hurt anyone in bed i was half dead tired of dreamin of rest you haven't changed you're still the same may you rise as you fall you were easy you are forgotten you are the ways of my mistakes i catch the rainfall through the leaking roof that you had left behind you remind me of that leak in my soul the rain falls my friends call leaking rain on the phone take a day plant some trees may they shade you from me may your children play beneath blank page was all the rage never meant to say anything in bed i was half dead tired of dreaming of rest got dressed drove the state line lookin for you at the five and dime but there i was pickin pieces up you are a ghost of my indecision no more little girl 020624 ... ~gez~ empty and blank are the way i am currently feeling and only one thing could change it. the only person is in my head, she exists there at the moment and she will be realised very soon 020808 ... josie The wall that continually nags me. The voice that continually paints me. 021013 ... crazyPUNKkait when my mind is blank i am free when i am thnking about him iam in a prison filled with hate, anger, anguish and angst 021208 ... beorn Liz Blank goes to school with me. She is an almighty man eating bitch. The kid across the hall is dating her, i hope he survives, the BLANK. 030510 ... endless desire blank. oh how i hate this feeling. when i have so much to say and i crawl deep into my mind and all i find is abandonned hallways and lockdoors. pieces of me screaming for release. i am beginning to feel redundant. a circle. endless circle. drifting off into the distance but coming back around to complete another the lap. and sure, the scenery changes. what a clever disguise. but the walls are too high and my determination to weak to climb off the track and drive. drive into the open, the free and the lovely. i look out my windows. this house is the perfect out look to the world. it experiences those selfish sunsets, where the sun steals through the window just right. what a glare. beautiful or just fucking annoying? past the yellow roses on the window sill through the trees, tossed by the breeze. we are all tossed by the breeze. can you believe that? the weak breeze. it is not pushing, but coaxing, pleading, charming us forward. lies. disguises. and to think i am blank. i am just staring out his window. through those perfect roses, but never my purple_rose. that is why i will never live here. because i will never have my purple_rose. make me a purple_rose. make me wings so i can fly. make me a heart so i can feel. kill the cliche and let forced creativity prevail. white. white walls surround. blank. empty. blank. redundant. everso redundant in everything i feel and write. i have hit wall. a white wall. in this dance. this ugly waltz. dazzling the on goers, on lookers, the passer byers. you threw me against the white wall and kissed me hard against the lips and i gave in. to peace. to happiness. so was it such a bad thing? tell me. was it? redundant. questioning. i am blank. the rain shines through, warms the earth. the sun falls, pitter-patter on the ground. where did everyone go? shes screams. 030616 ... bethany blank tank skank sank bank plank cake..no not cake it could be a black cake with out writing on it.. yea that's right bisnatch a BLANK CAKE 040211 ... whoever All these blankin blankity blanks running around trying to blank with the blank. It's all blanking blanked up if you ask me. 040214 ... Neoncow I hate it when my mind goes totally blank. It's freaking Canada day and I thought I might have finished my calculus by today. AAAHHHH! 040701 ... jade if you get tossed from the freedom train you die 040701 ... x twisted x for some reason i want everything to be blank right now. i want no feelings...no emotion. i want a void of emptiness. maybe that will make me feel less alone. 040701 ... Blank * Parallel_sayings * = I_am_Nothing... 040701 ... Sean Clair _ 050514 ... RIL nevermind 051110 ... z blank generation - richard hell and the voidoids 051110 ... dream psychoanalyst its where they go when they have nothing to tell you, and it shows on their faces. so they smile and walk away and god is it beautiful. 051118 ... oren blank_and_blank 051119 what's it to you? who go blather from