birth amy birth death beginning end i'm in no hurry. 000212 ... josie where everyone in your world was smiling and you were crying. see death.. 000628 ... grendel school work death 000711 ... lizardqueen i slipped out of you to soon he left to late it was the coldest night of november i was an accident 010602 ... cancerman through great turmoil, birth 010912 ... Inanna Born Sworn Adorned with jewels Traded Waited masturbated with you Hooked Looked fucked with you Blood Could flow from your finger tips 011005 ... Claire Wow, there is nothing here. I've never given birth. Yet. Birth is bloody. And real. And work. It is the all. 011126 ... clyde right? 020329 ... Somedays Dreamer It was when you came It was when you left I miss you more than I can tell you I was too young You were too soon And now I have nothing It hurt It was hard But nothing when I lost you I miss you more than I can tell 031212 ... djstar preparing my body for another woman to receive the little i have to offer; my genetic strand, i pray, will be strong enough and adequate enough for her womb. And God knows my true desire and reason for being is to be inside someone like making love, isn't that we're doing anyway? trying to find our way back inside our first home? 041130 ... meow statistics show a midwife attended homebirth is safer than hospital birth for healthy pregnancies. 050128 ... me a sad song plays in the background as I grow re-born out of the ashes of a great catastrophy unlike anything this mind has had to endure. but one day i woke up and knew that the me I am now was not the me before. that side of me is forever gone, and I am reborn as a new person. slightly tender, slightly insecure, but stronger than one could ever imagine. there isnt a single thing i cannot handel. 050401 ... Freak everyone kept telling me how she was going to come out and it would all be so overwhelming. And all these new experiences would be overwhelming. But the thing is nothing about the experience has been the least bit overwhelming. It just feels like everything is exactly how its supposed to be. It doesn't feel overwhelming at all, just....natural....like things are how they're supposed to be. 050610 ... 13 ~ Death My quest is a simple one: I shall deliver you from end to beginning, swiftly, and with no effort on your part. I ask you for nothing in return... so why, my child, do you cower before me? I come in the name of your ascendance. Look to the Pheonix! 070103 what's it to you? who go blather from