accident
unhinged
tonight
i
was
on
my
way
to
see
ivet
with
my
friend
kt
and
we
got
into
a
really
bad
accident
in
akron
.
it
was
snowing
.
there
was
a
car
driving
in
front
of
us
and
semis
on
either
side
.
the
roads
were
really
bad
because
of
the
snow
.
kt
hit
a
slick
spot
in
the
road
and
the
car
started
swerving.
she
hit
the
back
tires
of
the
semi
on
the
left
which
spun
the
car
all
the
way
around
so
that
it
was
facing
the
totally
wrong
direction
and
then
the
semi
on
the
right
hit
us
head
on
.
i
can
still
see
the
semi
coming
right
at
us
before
i
shut
my
eyes
.
when
i
opened
my
eyes
,
the
airbag
had
gone
off
and
i
looked
at
the
windshield
and
it
had
a
bunch
of
cracks
in
it
.
me
and
kt
looked
at
each
other
at
about
the
same
time
and
she
told
me
to
get
out
of
the
car
.
i
couldn't
really
open
the
door
and
i
could
barely
stand
because
my
legs
were
shaking
so
bad
.
a
person
not
involved
in
the
accident,
but
that
had
seen
the
whole
thing
happen
,
walked
up
to
me
and
asked
me
if
i
was
okay
.
all
that
i
could
feel
was
this
kind
of
stinging
on
my
chest
where
the
airbag
must
have
hit
me
.
the
paramedics
came
and
let
us
stay
in
their
warm
ambulance
until
the
cops
came
.
the
cops
came
and
made
everyone
fill
out
reports.
for
awhile
i
was
sitting
in
the
cop
car
and
the
trucker
that
hit
us
got
in
the
car
and
was
bitching
about
how
he
needed
to
take
a
drug
test
now
.
he
didn't
ask
either
of
us
if
we
were
okay
.
and
then
i
had
to
get
out
of
the
car
and
stand
outside
in
the
snow
for
about
a
half
an
hour
while
everyone
else
filled
out
reports.
i
got
soaking
wet
from
the
snow
and
very
cold
.
eventually
the
cops
drove
us
to
the
station
where
we
waited
for
two
hours
for
kt's
parents
to
come
get
us
.
i
have
bruises
on
my
legs
and
on
my
neck
.
i
should
be
dead
.
010126
...
Marjorie
They
happen
Doesn't
mean
we
shouldn't
enjoy
them
.
010625
...
Casey
Usually
I
cause
them
010625
...
kelli crane
i
know
you
caused
that
accident
on
purpose
.
020115
...
CrAzYpInKmOnKeY
its
what
killed
my
dad
but
technically
he
lived
for
about
8
years
after
until
he
took
his
own
life
he
couldnt
live
confined
to
that
damn
wheel
chair
u
died
5
years
ago
but
u
really
died
in
the
accident
020607
...
nomatter
It
was
no
accident
that
I
was
driving
down
that
wet
dark
road
to
get
you
from
work
.
The
fog
billowing,
covering
up
that
kid
on
the
bike
.
Funny
how
one
second
could
change
so
much
.
I
shouldn't
have
been
smoking
.
But
it's
all
because
I
love
you
.
030905
...
clementine
that
i
kissed
you
that
night
.
or
maybe
you
kissed
me
.
that
we
let
it
happen
.
but
it
wasn't
a
mistake
.
i
don't
regret
it
.
not
even
that
i
let
it
keep
happening
.
maybe
we
shouldn't
have
,
but
it
was
an
accident.
no
control
on
our
parts
.
chemistry
or
alcohol
or
fate
or
loneliness
-
i
can't
tell
anymore
. accidents
will
happen
.
until
that
kiss
before
you
left
.
that
was
no
accident.
that
was
deliberate
.
that
was
emotion
.
that
was
tears
.
and
me
clinging
on
to
your
shirt
saying
not
to
go
to
california
.
and
now
that
everything
isn't
accidental
anymore
i
don't
know
how
i
feel
.
in
hindsight
i
realize
how
amazing
we
are
together
.
and
i
just
don't
want
to
always
wonder
what
if
...
what
if
we
turned
our
accident
into
something
more
.
and
what
if
there
is
no
such
thing
as
accidents?
040615
...
falling_alone
so
since
my
father
doesn't
care
to
help
,
anyone
care
to
explain
what
i
should
to
for
a
laptop
screen
that
now
only
is
half
white
.
070122
...
unhinged
my
neck
,
shoulder
,
arm
,
wrist
hurt
every
fucking
day
of
my
life
from
that
accident
150501
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
