misery wash out damn you! you know who i am you know what i mean you just choose to pretend to see it wrong with your stupid head games. I'd love to just turn round and tell you to fuck off but i'd never be able to say it with enough conviction because i'd never mean it-but i'm begining to wish i did. 000121 ... fundementalist comes down on my head everytime I put a foot wrong and I can't remember the last time I did anything right. Weighs heavily on my shoulders which already have too much stuff on them already, carrying other people's problems to forget about my own but themm they all come crashing back in a huge lava tide of misery... 000122 ... Johnny Sunshine makes me weep 000122 ... Brad I saw this word, and before i even clicked on it, my first instinct was "quit yer whining" 000312 ... unique butterfly is what i feel 001109 ... j_blue and lost i am no longer myself, these days, and i hate it. the only saving grace is the power of the almighty blackout, so at least i dont have to live with the memories of who i become. i need candy. 001207 ... tourist Misery... loves miserable company! 001207 ... .. is four letters long. it walks and breathes among us. 010121 ... god oops! i thought it said "miserly". 011029 ... mindfield he loved me more than anyone ever has was better to me than anyone in my life kind, gentle, intelligent, enlightened and I had no choice but to break his heart I caused misery my best friend, my soulmate I will be sorry for this for losing you until I draw my last breath 011030 ... sheryl my whole life I've been looking for someone to share in my pain but no one can share it or experiance my experiances so now what do I look for? 011030 ... the one knowing now, that i knew it before ...but just thought it was a joke. Just thought id see you tomorrow. then i sleep in your bed again, without you. alone, without you. All i want is to see your perfect smile one more time. its a long time to wait. i think that I can wait forever for you. I feel so miserable, knowing that im not with you. but ill wait for you forever. 011220 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge misery is so closely related to miserly 011220 ... bandaids go to: my_story 011221 ... Tiffa Is misery made beautiful right before our eyes? In regards to life that is. MUST we find life beautiful, a blessing, an honor? Now, I'm not saying it isn't...but I don't think we should force children to believe it is. We often, don't live with their eyes and their circumstances. What if their life IS miserable? We can't tell them to hang on, tough it out, life isn't fair? We've all heard that. Life is misery with brief respites of happiness, or contentment - just awaiting the next knife throw. I say if a person (who really means it) finds life miserable, quite unworth their time...let them go. There isn't anyone out there to tell them to tough it out, and that they're blessed to be here. We're all biased, we have no right to determine one's thoughts. It's our selfish nature, we don't want them to go. One, we'd miss them. WE would have sorrow. Two, we're miffed that they give up while we have to sit here and 'tough it out.' We call them quitters. I call them sane. Let them be, if life was that bad. Good. I hope they find something more worthy of them. 020503 ... miserable that point that one inevitably reaches in their life in which their sheer purpose for living is taken from them and their word collapses around them 020917 ... mist her a bull that joint that one inevitably passes to their left of which the gear porpoise of London is taking from you and your world just lapses around it 020917 ... screwing for virginity it feels awful when it hits you, feels beutiful when it leavs you, yet you never want to let it go. 021006 ... *silent screams My misery is the result of my own stupidity 021206 ... writings on weed god, put me out of this misery, i can't stand it anymore, it's been weeks, seems like years, and this feeling is eating me whole, and not even my close friends can help me anymore, i think i'm crazy like a crazy man, like a crazy horse... this is goingo to kill me someday. life sux, life sux right now, this sux 031022 ... chemical a million dreams have all gone bad. 040219 ... histrionic rainbows mean nothing. 040725 ... Syrope it's just ...you have energy for everything but me 041016 ... love & hate flows through my veins 041016 ... rage lack of motivation down to my weeping soul 041117 ... mick jagger you can put me out on the street put me out with no shoes on my feet but put me out, put me out put me out of misery 090520 ... unhinged work is killing me one bad apple spoils the bunch 090520 what's it to you? who go blather from