crashing
me?
the
weather
vane
was
pointing
eastward
when
we
heard
the
sound
of
rolling
thunder
underneath
the
shed
above
the
ground
the
gentle
breezes
long
ago
had
given
way
to
rain
when
moving
in
between
the
clouds
we
saw
a
shaking
plane
as
we
looked
up
and
stood
upon
the
field
that
we
had
plowed
it
seemed
to
stop
and
strangulate
upon
the
darkest
cloud
it
made
a
graceful arching
dive
into
a
field
of
grass
yesterday
we
found
a
purse
today
we
found
some
glass
991120
...
amy
toyota
breaking
wave
(
three_words
,
random
)
000115
...
jippy
no
-that
was
yesterday
000121
...
gwyllynne
your
sweat
soaked
body
crashing
into
me
as
we
dance
in
the
fire
that
is
my
passion
000713
...
Miniatus
I
rise
out
of
the
firery
pits
...flying
through
emerald
skies
filled
with
honeysuckle
...I
breath
the
existance
of
life
and
know
what
is
...I
soar
, mounting -crashing-now
I
am
falling
...feeling
the
sting
of
all
that
was
...I
am
misery
...the brath
of
life
laughs
at
me
and
pummels
downward
through
my
soul
-crash
000713
...
dead
Crashing
is
when
they
take
away
your
precious
Prozac
and
Paxil
.
You
are
drowning
.
Dying
.
They
beat
you
down
,
take
away
your
hope
.
They
take
away
any
chance
for
survival
.
You
crash
.
You
die
.
011116
...
unhinged
i've
been
trying
to
figure
out
what
it
is
these
days
that
keeps
me
this
way
.
i
think
i
may
have
finally
realized
that
my
childhood
has
dissolved
around
me
and
the
only
thing
that
is
left
is
reality
.
he
stopped
talking
to
me
when
he
found
out
his
girlfriend
was
pregnant
for
some
reason
or
another
,
i'm
not
sure
if
those
actually
coincide.
but
regardless
,
it
kind
of
made
me
feel
like
i
was
reduced
to
a
distraction
.
i
guess
he's
got
julie
wrapped
around
his
little
finger
or
so
goes
the
buzz
these
days
.
they
say
not
to
trust
the
buzz
but
there
is
always
a
small
kernel
of
truth
somewhere
in
the
rumor
.
he's
thinking
about
moving
out
to
california
with
his
dad
,
which
i
really
don't
think
is
going
to
help
him
any
.
he
just
wants
to
run
where
his
fucked
up
perception
still
exists
.
i
wish
the
poor
kid
could
get
some
help
.
but
he
is
right
in
saying
he
needs
to
relearn
some
social
skills.
at
least
he
recognizes
that
.
i
hung
out
with
her
for
the
first
time
in
a
month
and
i
don't
think
i'm
going
to
go
again
anytime
soon
.
i
used
to
be
so
in
love
with
her
;
she
was
probably
the
last
one
.
now
after
six
months
of
hoping
she
would
figure
out
what
her
sexuality
was
,
she
has
and
it
will
have
nothing
to
do
with
me
ever
again
.
wes
really
is
a
nice
funny
guy
.
can't
have
anything
against
the
kid
.
i
guess
it's
just
my
heart
has
betrayed
me
one
too
many
times
.
it's
a
friday
night
and
once
again
i
am
sitting
here
alone
in
the
dark
.
which
is
partially
my
fault
because
i
refuse
to
call
people
looking
for
something
to
do
.
i
refuse
to
be
the
annoying
tag
-a-long.
and
sam
is
gone
...i
don't
think
i
can
ever
go
see
ivet
again
.
i
listen
to
their
cds
and
i
feel
like
i
am
listening
to
history
the
same
way
i
feel
when
i
listen
to
sublime
and
know
that
i'm
never
going
to
hear
them
live
because
bradley
is
dead
.
sam
leaving
took
away
the
last
vestiges
of
my
childhood
.
those
were
probably
the
last
completely
childish
attachments
i
ever
made
and
now
they
are
shattered
.
i
guess
y_town
gets
us
all
in
the
end
.
011116
...
ilovepatsajak
i
can
go
out
and
not
even
leave
the
house
a
t
.v.
set
and
a
bottle
of
wine
crashing
out
on
that
old
pull
-out
couch
watching
saturday
night
live
011116
...
uow
i
feel
like
i'm
in
a
spppeeeeding
truck
040917
...
nom
in
walls
crunching
051206
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go
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