miserable vicious I wretch with uncertainty knowing that you are with others that are more kind loving generous accepting and able to let you be free 000107 ... girl without you 000503 ... calliope one talent i would like to have would be to act fine when i'm really miserable 000507 ... birdmad ...bastard that i tend to be sometimes 001015 ... kat nikhil 001216 ... chanaka when alone surrounded talking silent eating drinking (not)sleeping paralyzing "you have to be the cutest gravedigger i've ever seen" what's life without a little alkaline trio, eh? 001216 ... gredel since she's been away... ever so 001217 ... n end grendel HA! i misspelled my own name. ~~bartender...another please~ 001217 ... lalala without you, and thinking about not loving you. And everyone tells me I need to get over you. 001225 ... marjorie miserable: the state of bliss wherein one derives meaning from pain 010529 ... daydream believer you make me come. you make me complete. you make me completely miserable. (lit) 011006 ... Casey The anti-love feeling. 011006 ... *silent screams Am i miserable becuase i miss you, or do i miss you becuase i'm miserable? -i can't seem to seperate the two. *sigh* 021206 ... puredream I am absolutely miserable. 040615 ... pete I woke up after the best night I've had in who knows how long, but I wish I hadn't. I was caught in deep emotions that refused to be realized. Taking things a step at a time. How many times have I walked that road after dropping a girl off at her home? It has only ever been two girls. The second was last night. We went for a walk by the river in the rain. I wore a pair of her sandals so that I could feel the wet grass on my toes. Seven months I go I walked home alone from a walk with her childhood friend in the rain. Two different people, very very different, yet the path home is the same. I follow that same long street straight to the end, or in the case of last night from the end. I woke up miserable. The questions connecting ann to kyla echoed boundlessly in my mind as I dreamed. Gary Jules' "Mad World" was the sound track. Over and over. It took me three hours to get out of bed, and when I did it was to get more to write one because I finished the letter booklet I had. I wrote a poem, then a letter explaining the poem which turned into a random letter. Why did being so happy last night cause me to be so miserable this morning? 040615 ... kid andre I don't know what's wrong with you, I'm fine. I've made miserable people more miserable with that one. 050425 ... ayln miser_able 100515 ... Risen Would have been being second best for the rest of my life. Never being able to trust, to believe someone would be faithful. To be guilty always. To have to compromise and shrink, and be ashamed of my own name forever. 150720 what's it to you? who go blather from