intelligent unhinged i'm supposedly intelligent. a lot of boys admire me for it. i hate when they tell me that though, it's even more insulting than the word cute, because i've found that a majority of guys don't want to be with a girl they perceive as more intelligent than them. it's a threat to their masculinity. they could maybe dismiss my intelligence if i looked like her. let my beauty overshadow my brain and forget about the words coming out of my mouth. but i don't. i don't have beauty; i have cuteness. oh yeah; and intelligence. 020201 ... jezebel i am searching for my own intelligence i have forgotten about the boys the men they have nothing to do with intelligence i am in process of getting to know an intelligent boy but i am afraid of disappointment please please be what i want i don't want sex i really really want emotional intimacy the kind that liberates you the kind that takes you by surprise but it makes so much sense all of a sudden you have all of the words that you have ever searched for with hand motions. and you are elated i need to know the boys mind, inside and out before i will succumb to his chants of cuteness 020405 ... Syrope both of you! get out of my head! now! jesus, blather scares me sometimes... why do i go to a page and then not get to blather because exactly how i feel is already on the page?...injustice, i tell you! 020406 ... god i liken blather to a "gestalt" mind... all the people who blathe are like groups of brain cells, and the things they blathe are the thoughts within this "brain". some thoughts pass almost unnoticed, while others are dwelled upon, some even leading to physical activity. 020406 ... screwing for virginity "the world is a comedy for those who think, and a tragidy for those who feel." so where does that leave a person like me, one who does a great deal of both 021006 ... jenny some people have absolutely no intelligence at all...but they have their looks to make up for it. and then people are attracted to their looks and so they like them even though they are as dumb as dirt. i wish that you could see intelligence and what your like on the inside on the outside so that people won't have to judge you on your looks but rather your personality.i hate when people say..why would they go out with that person they're so ugly! who really cares if they're ugly...that doesnt matter. beauty fades but personality doesn't. 021221 ... psychogeographer personality fades, personality most definetly fades. 040805 what's it to you? who go blather from