daxle alyssa we named our imaginary kitten, and it seemed perfectly natural -daxle 990430 ... OTK is that a quote or is that the name? 990516 ... daxle daxle + jusnt = love if only physics were that easy 000607 ... daxle suddenly I am some blather stranger out of the in crowd and it weirds me out and makes me sad 000719 ... grendel sorry 'bout that 000719 ... typhoid bah. plenty of us arn't too involved with that 'in' crowd. what is blather, that it has an in and an out? 000719 ... MollyGoLightly how does one determine whether or not they are in or out? was there some sort of Homecoming Dance that i missed? 000721 ... grrrrrrendel i take it for granted that i won't please everybody i'm under no obligation 000721 ... MollyGoLightly true, you can't please everyone. but you are, quite resolutely, a doll. at least in this purply digital place. i also think you spiked the punch at that Homecoming Dance. but that's neither here nor there. 000721 ... daxle I need a little mewkitty with the greenest eyes and the fluffiest black fur and the tiniest puhs one of my worst obsessions 001207 ... silentbob she is my friend she is Cool Shit. coolshit 001215 ... silentbob A i'm trying to get on irc but effnet still hates me. fuck the troops to hell! 001225 ... daxle mew 010117 ... daxle daxle + jusnt = a lot of pain, misery, and time apart daxle + jusnt = an eternal reminder tattoed on my back daxle - jusnt = unable to love jusnt - daxle = already has a new girlfriend, but claims he's still hurt 010718 ... startfires she's back, methinks. (always been my favorite if youre the type who likes to play blather_favorites and other such nonsense.) 010730 ... worried friend might have been in New_york when everything happened 010919 ... O.M. (worried friend) might have been in New_york when everything happened (oh god please no,) if i thought i was scared that one crazy day awhile back, then on finding this out just now i'm terrified 010919 ... daxle alive I was in manhattan a few days before 011223 ... god hey! 011223 ... kelli crane i read what you wrote under "you are a blatherer". I'm very sorry that you feel the need to call me a dipshit. That really hurt my feelings, even though I have no idea who you are. I think people all have thier own reasons for doing what we are all doing here and we probably all get something a little different out of it. For me, well, it's givin me a sort of outlet in a way to keep my mind off of certain things that are going on in my life. I really like it and right now I think it's good for me. I just don't think there's any reason to be mean to people. Especially in a forum such as this when people are really putting themselves out there. It's just cruel. So, I'll turn my computer off for a few days and maybe I'll find something else to do. That was really mean. 020116 ... daxle sometimes daxle is wantonly cruel... I just often find myself wishing we could clear blather out from all the pointless space wasting things, even some of the stuff I've said. But there is no blather_rewind or blather_erase_button. It's a reflection of the world in general: you can't undue the past but you can use the knowledge of it to be more careful with the future. I know you're not an idiot. You've said some intelligent things, but I just wonder why people seem to sometimes have this compulsion to tag every blather they come across whether they have anything to say or not. But that's just the way it is. I'm a control freak and I have trouble with not being the blather_queen sometimes, but it's a good lesson for me, so I stay. 020116 ... kelli crane i couldn't resist to at least look if you saw what i wrote. It's cool, i totally understand. If there were a rewind button i'm sure we wouldn't see a lot of the stuff we see. I'll take what you wrote into consideration. Peace. 020116 ... god in milwaukee carrot_rupture_via_corn_beets 020630 ... phil masculine 020703 ... phil I couldn't figure out wether you were a guy or not, reading your blathes. Maybe it's a problem I have, but you didn't seem to have any cliche personality traits that set you apart as either femaile or male. I of course saw your scary picture, grrr. 020703 ... kerry i didn't know either for a while 020703 ... kerry but then i saw her picture and she is very pretty 020703 ... kss altogether, quite enjoyable. 021016 ... silentbob kittttten that mewwwws 021017 ... birdmad defies description 021017 ... birdmad coming up with a description pretty, smart, charming funny intriguingly offbeat, hell, just intriguing in general 021017 ... kss exactly. I have been intrigued, and sort of don't know what else to think. it feels unclear, and then overwhelming, and curious, then calming, and now I am left with a small collection of things to wonder about. and now I'm hungry again, and it's time for lunch. 021017 ... morphine. warning: this may or may not totally make sense. i get such a bad feeling from you. and sure, it might all be part of my paranoia, but it's still there. obviously you can't do a THING about that, and obviously it's all just stupid in the first place, but please......i think you can tell how sensitive i am, and i think you aren't really respecting that. i think that you'd be the first to agree that this is just blather....it's just a fucking WEBSITE.....and that you don't really even know me. and, i don't know you. that's just it. i'm sorry if i annoy you on here. really. i'm going to try to stop caring so much about what you think because i don't even know you and never will and this is all just stupid. right? 021228 ... x paranoia, yes i didn't think i did anything to penetrate your Extreme sensitivity, But, because it is so out of control i don't think i could possibly avoid it yeah, it's blather and it's free how does that justify your point? 021228 ... morphine. obviously the fact that blather is free doesn't at all justify my point. there is always a lot of bite with what you say, so it tends to hurt people like myself who are so "out of control sensitive". i'm sorry for my immature and self-pitying reactions. 021228 ... morphine. and im sorry if that last post seemed immature and self-pitying too, but hell. 021228 ... ♥ i've got a blather_crush on you! ,your secret admirer 030121 ... god would you hold it against me? if i were allergic to cats? 030121 ... xle Quick, painless, and wriggly, I tend to get people messed up without delay! I'm an absolute essential for any party, just like toilets. (p.s. jello shot) 030123 ... jane are you going to the protest in berkeley on sunday? 030221 ... x oh my head 030517 ... DannyH Love. Respect. Thanks. 030618 ... somebody you are maturing. be patient, you do not have long left to wait 030625 ... x oh god. i am so ready to be someone else. 030924 ... Dafremen THE_FAREWELL I'm sorry my dislocated ribs stood between me and meeting your "imposter". I have no doubt that meeting her would have eased my pain greatly. Sorry I was so much like you(ever changing and unpredictable, ridulous rude and entirely too clever for my own good.) I never meant for it to disturb you as much as I disturbed myself at times. I hope it didn't. Have a great experience lady, whatever or WHOEVER you happen to run into along the way. Daf 11:11 031002 ... x i'm pretty tired of being me i'm doing ok but it's a lot of work to be ok all the time 040328 ... Max512 im not ok any more. I fake smile everyday so that my friends wont worry. So my mom and dad wont worry. and yesturday, i lost the last thing that made me happy. Lost my chance. Cause she had to make a choice. Me or him. I told her no matter what she did i'd be there for her. Who would of thought that would work against me. Maybe if i threatned to cut myself to i could have her back to..... But im not like that, i don't put guilt on others, I dont black mail or hate. I just get walked on. 040415 ... x for the record, this has nothing to do with me 040415 ... Max512 Yeah my bad, i was really drunk that night. Im suprized i didn't spell that much wrong. =/ lol im not sure what i was trying to say either lol 040416 ... minnesota_chris well, stop being a doormat, Max. I wanted to click on the_blatherer_named_x 's name to find out how old she is (what is it, 23?). I'm at the coffee shop, so the coffee shop blocked it with Reason: The website's content is inappropriate. Category: Violence so I tried it with the name "daxle". Same result. 040418 ... x that's precious 040418 ... x Matrix_Revelation:- = daxle 040609 ... > x 040609 ... daxle what a strange time it's been in blather these years. it changes unexpectedly just like outside life. 040609 ... Cornerstone a gift has been sent. 040831 ... Cornerstone a gift has been shipped. 040831 ... Piso Mojado dreamed about you last night we were sitting and talking at one point you made me blush you were beautiful we had met once before 050611 ... daxle you dreamed about me on my birthday?! did you know? 050709 ... Piso Mojado no, i had no idea. i guess you were making the collective unconsciousness rounds that night. 050709 ... Death of a Rose are you ignoring me? *why i never....well i probably would* 050728 ... daxle no! i'm just not on blather much anymore. specially with no internet at home right now. point me to what you wrote me. 050809 ... god saw a liscense plate last nite what said "dax 888" 050809 ... Doar didja get my phone message? *was wondering* 050809 ... Death of a Rose anyways, not to be cryptic but i was wondering if you'd participate in another_experiment ? . 050809 ... daxle I didn't get your phone message. Hm. Your experiment sounds cool but I'm very wary of sending out my current address as I have some dangerously insane stalker types surrounding me right now, one of them being birdmad's stalker who is apparently doing a "investigation" on me *rolls eyes*. 050809 ... the unshot messenger No, no, no... "done" and "did", This time last summer when he was going on about his plans to come see you and talking you up as being something so great. He let it slip that sometimes you left him feeling hurt and confused, but then again, we had been drinking. And gay as i may be, you piqued my curiosity, so i decided to google around and check you out. I tried to tell him straight up, but he didn't want to hear any of it. Told him he very likely didn't mean as much to you as you meant to him So I pretended to be you, cooked up a dummy e-mail address and I SHOWED him And what I showed him, when weighed out against what you told him is why he hates you now. 050809 ... messenger And just so you know, He didn't ask me to do any of it. He did't even know what line of work I've been into until a couple of months ago and other than to curse me for doing it, he'll barely even speak to me now. I owe him a few favors from back in the shady days and I thought I'd repay one in some way that didn't involve a lot of money. I just didn't quite plan on him freaking out quite so intensely. 050809 ... daxle You're completely insane. 050809 ... messenger I'm insane, huh? Is that your semi-professional opinion, dearie? Coming from you, I'll take that as a very high compliment. And don't flatter yourself about your address or the "Stalking" idea in general. Most of the shit I dug up on you I was able to find on Google, and quite frankly, I don't care where you live, it's not like I'd waste the money or effort to actually jet off to the Bay Area to do something scary, nor would I bother any of my friends out there with the likes of you, either. You're not worth it, neither you nor that mildly cute but otherwise laughably cheeseball man of yours. And by the way... NO, it isn't, because I've got some unresolved attraction to "birdmad" like he thinks. I have known the guy on and off for almost 15 years and actually like him enough as a person that I don't like seeing him get shit on by people he trusts. He's smart about so many things, but putting it mildly, he can be a "naive little bitch" when it comes to the women he falls for. It's too bad for him that the crazy Tennessee dyke he used to hang out with back in the day is just about the only woman who never made a fool out of him. 050809 ... Liker of Fiery People She's fiery. 070915 ... ever dumbening i'm glad i know you. thanks for the party. 090101 ... hey is, believe it or not, an noun 160528 what's it to you? who go blather from