masculine
kc My dictionary says it's "of or relating to men or boys; male," OR "suggestive or characteristic of a man; mannish".

What is mannish? "Resembling, imitative of, or suggestive of a man rather than a woman." Culturally, the masculine seems to be defined as "that which is not womanly."

The more women are allowed to be androgynous or masculine, the less room men have to be mannish. When women can do everything, what can men do to distinguish themselves from women?

Isn't that fucked up? I think masculinity needs to be redefined. The non-womanly thing is not working for men or women at this point.
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monika anima
animus

ying
yang

endless conparisons
contrasts

every culture has it

masculine
feminine
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unhinged because i prefer to

wear pants
loose fitting clothes
so that i can move easily
and be comfortable
rather than physically restrict myself
with a feminine aesthetic way of dressing
(and maybe also to hide my body
from the predators)

argue
than demure
or
submit

be in charge
during sex
(because i bear
too many memories of rape
and assault)

because i like
history
science
philosophy

and i still find
the fact that
many of these things are considered
male
offensive

like all those years ago
when i first found
ophelia
and all the men around her
assumed she was too stupid and weak
to understand what was happening to her
let alone have any agency
in her own love affair
and then all acted surprised
when
she threw herself in a lake


male-like
because i could care less
for the company of males
and chafe
at being contained by them

it seems so contradictory
i resume my own femaleness
by rejecting the whole thing
based on the feelings it gives me

just because i don't need a man
doesn't
make me one
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sameolme Just because
I love myself
don't mean
I don't love you
250429
...
sameolme not particularly

Go this way and
that way
Go this way
and that way
Go this way
and that
250429
...
sameolme way
and this way
and that
250429
...
unhinged go
this way

because i said so

and that
250505
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from