homecoming lost yesterday was homecoming at my skool. this was the first time i have gone and i am a junior. i was in a hurry to leave cuz my mom was being a bitch so i forgot my jacket, and my girlfriend left heres at home, so we ended up snuggling and holding eachother to keep eachother warm during the game. then we went to the dance. it was the best dance I'd gone to at a skool. my girlfriend and i danced pretty much the whole time. which i cant dance but i put forth the effort. then she had to leave at 12:30 cuz she was staying at a friends house that night. well the dance ended at 1:00 well i previously talked to the dj because i personally know him, and he agreed to play the last song of the night for us. he agreed to announce that i requested it for us too. well she left at 12:30 and im sitting there all lonely when the dj plays it. i wasnt lonely after that cuz then i had like a bunch of girls run over and ask if i wanted to dance and they were all telling me how lucky my girlfriend is and stuff. that sucked big time. i am definetly falling for her. but i know she cares about me to because of the way she looks at me. and i have her friends that tell me but you know i could tell by the way she looks at me. 011020 ... Casey You had a better one than I did. Mine consisted of a pep rally and me making a fool of myself. Then acording to many assholes, I had to go fag marching on the field during half time in a band uniform. I didn't even bother to go dancing this year, I would just end up wandering around taking with other people whose dates were in the bathroom. Then I just went home and got smashed, just in time to get up for state marching band the next morning. 011021 ... Casey You had a better one than I did. Mine consisted of a pep rally and me making a fool of myself. Then acording to many assholes, I had to go fag marching on the field during half time in a band uniform. I didn't even bother to go dancing this year, I would just end up wandering around taking with other people whose dates were in the bathroom. At least they had dates. Then I just went home and got smashed, just in time to get up for state marching band the next morning. 011021 ... Casey Yep, I'm a loser for posting this twice, sorry. 011021 ... forgotten Perhaps my unsocialness is working too well this year, as I remain unasked. I am trying not to be sad; I don't think I am. 020915 ... mleh running again, for queen this time ... i don't want to go to the dance though ... blah ... 020915 ... Kate I spoke too soon. I wonder how long you thought about asking me. You told me that you drove by my house Saturday night but didn't see me, though the person you were driving with thought they saw me, jumping on a trampoline. But you said that I probably wouldn't do something like that, and you were right, I don't even have a trampoline. But my neighbors do. But you didn't have flowers, or even anything clever to say. You walked next to me in the hallway and perhaps you knew that I knew, and asked if I would want to go with you. And I said yes, and you said great and told me that you would talk to me later and that it would be fun. I hope it will. When I told my mother, she had to think for a while to remember who you were and then asked if you were mentally insane. My brother and I laughed. No, you're not. You're just terribly inferior to certain individuals but I don't think you can help it. Ok, you can. But I'll give you grace and hopefully we'll have a nice time, right? 020916 ... provern he who laughs early at the last person, catches the bird 021129 ... truism he/she who thinks that school dances have a large significance in their lives will spend their adulthoods pathetically trying to relive highschool 021129 ... megan when i close my eyes and lay my head in the crease of your neck and shoulder i can feel myself be lifted up... to something higher and more magnificent than anything around me. chatter gets quieter and quieter. the music seems to be stripped bare... just a beat keeping our bodies moving together the lights flash through my eyelids, white, blue, white, pink i can feel your hot breath on my neck, your hands on the small of my back squeezing ever so gently heaven could not be much more than this "have i told you lately that i love you" 2004 030927 what's it to you? who go blather from