compulsion rubydee fingers travel quickly over skin looking for any rough spots tiny defects an uphinged cuticle papercut hangnail furious repair begins picking picking smoothing tightening the skin temporary relief as blood rushes forth and endorphines surge 030601 ... unhinged self_mutilation 030601 ... x obsession compulsion i know 030601 ... jane not the same as obsession i only know because i'm compulsive 030602 ... User24 no, obsession is an unstoppable want to do something compulsion is an unstoppable need to do something 030619 ... farkywhatever who are you "no"ing? 030619 ... User24 it was a no of agreement with jane 030619 ... x i never said they were the same 030619 ... jane i never said you did 030619 what's it to you? who go blather from