unclear
auto cross reference system
What
it
was
.
See
absence_of_meaning
.
051223
...
oldephebe
it's
supposed
to
be
unclear -
it
has
to
be
unclear
because
of
all
the
shit
that
would
rain
down
if
one
were
to
be
really
explicit
-
we
have
to
be
unclear twithin
our
own
spirts
as
well
because
of
all
the
shit
that
would
rain
down
..we
work
so
hard
at
denying oursleves
the
obliterating
truth
and
fierceness
of
our
own
emotions
-
feelings
arent't
facts
and
when
we
eschew
the
most
precious
sound
in
us
,
the
warnings
our
own
soul
and
body
give
to
us
,
when
we
rely
on
the
endlessly
masticating
logical
part
of
our
minds
we
bury
it
in
the
body
,
we
bury
it
in
the
tomb
of
our
minds
and
doom
is
calling
and
raking
against
the
walls
and
scaling
the
abyss
..
when
we
rely
upon
the
culture
to
construct
an
inner
life
for
us
we
damn
ourselves
ultimately
and
poison
our
energy
fields
and
hmm
ignore
the
deeper
meaning
of
the
emanations
in
those
energy
fields
but
they
can't
be
painted
over
with
pain
killers
or
pink
pills
or
a
good
smooth
whiskey
inebriate
or
some
hawiian hashish -
or
that
glittering
piece
of
plastic
burning
a
platinum
whole
in
our
designer
leather
handbag..
we
MUST
listen
to
ourselves
and
our
pysches
and
feel
the
energies
pulsating
riotously
through
us
and
around
us
..they
have
something
terribly
and
sometimes
horrifyingly
important
to
reveal
to
us
!
..
geez
carried
away
again
..but
i'm
almost
through
i
think
..nope
no
way
to
exocise
this
stuff
..so
i
guess
blather
is
stuck
with
this
stuff
...
051223
...
Robert
life
seems
unclear
we
make
the
best
of
what
we
do
but
who
is
to
say
its
the
best
.
who
decides
no
you
nore
them
but
the
one
who
runs
your
life
.,
110331
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
