leash realistic optimist you smile and giggle, and your azure soul shines from inside and illuminates your cheeks. you are so pink so delicious, so soft and playful; i have wanted you from the moment i first saw you. i found myself competing with your boyfriend even though i had no intention of acting on my desire. and now this. now you break it off with my friend, and flirt so relentlessly. how can you want me to be the type of person who alienates a friend for you? don't you want to be the type of girl for whom i am emboldened to hold my principles to a discerning standard? this is all happening so wrong and unwinding inside my head, but i'm trying to be good when all i want is to be bad. 031020 ... j i'm cool. you're cool too. :o) 040513 what's it to you? who go blather from