no reason "it's stressful to like someone," she said.

i love you and miss you a lot, my favourite r.
pete she spoke true. 071019
. it's also quite stressful to NOT like anyone 071115
no reason i still do

it's stressful not to know what
no reason stepping forwards but wanting backwards
stepping backwards but wanting forwards
not knowing where you're stepping
not knowing if you're stepping in the same place
no reason i don't know what you want
or if you want what i want
it's so fucking frustrating and then i act passively frustrated and you don't know why and maybe you try to guess but it's hard to tell with you and i should probably just tell you why and i tried and maybe i will again but i still wonder why i even need to and if you're thinking the same thing at all
what's it to you?
who go