respond sphinxradio i think i've spent far too much time waiting on you 011123 ... Casey If you don't want to, that's fine, I just like to know how you are doing and if i can help in anyway. Ah, fuck it, you don't need my help, you're a big girl and you can take care of yourself. 011123 ... Zachary Respond to him, His toothless grin, He stares so stupid, How could you do it? You feel no guilt, You have no shame, You sealed his fate, Erased his name. 040223 ... Nikita No, he's the one doing it and now he is being extremely mean to me. He won't answer my e-mail, he won't call, and he's acting like I'm no big deal to him. He continually makes these bizarre requirements of me and sometime I do them but he just wants to laugh at me- I should forget him, he is so evil. He knows I need him, he's awful. Why did I bother? 040223 ... no reason it occurs to me that you might not 080106 ... f I'm not sure how aware you are of what the real problems are I can promise you none of this is about impressing people it's about getting through to the other side the money would have helped me to make this process faster or even safer but there wasn't any offered to me because maybe nobody had any they could give or lend to me. nobody has to help others become rich and famous but someone should help people that are in desperate need no for a career or to be happy but because they aren't safe. you can't ever say you love someone when you simply watch them struggle. so my evaluation of all of this is: there isn't anyone out there that wants to help me. so why then should I help all of these people without anything to show they are thankful not to be in my position right now. 181018 what's it to you? who go blather from