gasping
silentbob
caught
myself
in
a
room
with
music
playing
.
i
hadn't
heard
those
songs
in
months
.
i
had
thought
to
myself
, '
if
i
play
this
album
i
will
be
sad
.'
then
i
thought
, '
it
has
no
effect
on
me
now
.
i
have
overcome
.'
so
i
didn't
play
it
for
that
reason
.
but
then
i
heard
it
behind
a
locked
door
.
and
i
was
breathing
heavily
.
and
i
put
my
head
between
my
legs
.
and
it
all
came
flooding
back
.
sitting
in
that
room
,
in
that
chair
,
legs
up
.
i
was
there
.
i
smelled
the
way
her
breath
smelt
after
kissing
,
replayed
the
movies
in
my
head
of
what
it
was
like
when
this
song
played
,
or
that
song
played
,
and
what
i
did
and
what
i
said
.
and
how
i
closed
my
eyes
.
and
pretended
to
disappear
.
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go
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