bathe unhinged let me bathe in your joyful optimism blocking my pores from black death enveloping the bitterness the tears well frequently these days every joy brings equal amounts pain waiting waiting come to me with open arms and i could not refuse let me out this love is growing too large for my insides to contain contain you i smile the best deception i smile 010214 ... girl_jane Why can't I ever get clean. No matter how hard I scrub and rinse, you're always there. When will you finally be sucked down the drain and into the pipes-away from me. 020214 what's it to you? who go blather from